Dragged to their faggot lair, had everything I loved threatened, was given several outs but refused to turn on them and have them put in chains too. All while being told they’d turned on me, fully and permanently. I pray they realize who the enemy is and won’t make a fool of me.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)18:05:07
My transfer request was approved and I was removed from that location's group chats. I start at the new spot on Sunday. That store is too chaotic. I had to get out. It's the same company, same district, so it's likely shit won't be MUCH better, but the lower sales volume and the earlier closing time are going to really make my life a little bit better while I'm finding another job altogether. And I already have an interview with Costco scheduled. Costco has incredible benefits, high starting pay even for part timers, and can become a lifelong career. Horizons are bright, anons.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)18:23:28
I've been pretty consistent with working out and my body looks a lot more attractive compared to how fat and unstylish I was the last couple of years. Kind of sucks that I'm at the point where women feel comfortable complimenting me or trying to flirt with me in public. It is very flattering but I'm in a relationship and really like her so I have no thoughts about cheating. Still, kind of sucks that I'm getting all of this confidence in my appearance now instead of when I was younger. Oh well.
Otherwise, life is good and I'm looking forward to the weekend.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)18:23:52
I want a second chance with you so badly someday. I’m probably going to hold out hope for years.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)18:24:17
Think I'm definitely gonna break up with the (former) whore of gf. I'll say either we leave an open relationship or break up for good. I want the freedom to fuck other non professional whores
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)18:39:59
I’m such a moron for falling in love with Anonymous
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)19:25:52
I won't turn on you. I'm sorry for the damages I've already inflicted, the statements I've made, I'll do what I can to remedy that safely...I still have something small to protect, which limits my ability, forgive me for that. My own brush with evil has lost it's urgency, provided no one makes any further claims about me, we will be free and safe and waiting for you in whichever dwelling I find.
>>34611923(OP) my friends have absolutely no respect for my time and today i finally stopped accepting that. being 30, 60 or even 90 minutes late constantly to places right next to them. I have to commute for half an hour, they live 5 minutes away on feet.
I left today after they were going to be late 40 minutes again and suddenly i am the bad person with an unstable temper.
They did not even check on me, text, call anything just went without me roughly an hour after we originally planned to meet up.
How do i deal with these kinds of people? Do i also show up late so i dont wait so long?
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)19:40:45
>>34612325 Well if you know beforehand they arrive 45 mins later you should arrive indeed at that time. But i agree that you need to make your own time be respected. So it's up to you, how much you want to keep up with them
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)19:58:03
my life is actually fine right now, so i dont understand why i feel so impulsive and the need to go back to old behaviors
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)20:05:58
She's so cute.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)20:09:15
I started drinking at 10 this morning. I'm almost a 6 pack deep and I'm still at work. Fuck these people
Things don't always work out as contingently planned.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)20:21:01
>>34612409 Then it wasn't meant to be. Almost nothing goes to plan, and you can either adapt and deal with the adversity or give up. Whether either choice is right or wrong depends on the context.
I self insert myself into shota scenarios. Shota x milf, shota x monstergirl, shota x giantess, shota x futa, shota x trap, shota x male pokemon.
I talked to AI about it and it said that it might just be the combination of me having an early sexual experience and the fact that I am into the fantasy of being overwhelmed. I still feel very ashamed over it and don't know if this is something to work on or accept as a part of me
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)21:03:33
>>34612397 I'm gonna break her heart, but yes. I need to do it. Can't believe I dropped all other girls for her. What did I expected? A former gfe escort as a gf. I cannot imagine having kids with her I'm just kidding myself. I need to end it, I cannot be this degenerate, I'm not strong enough.
I think, underneath all of that, was the same problem: I am too weak to set boundaries, and this rotted the foundation for me
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)21:45:56
When I was younger I cut myself on my upper thighs. Makes me cringe hard when I think about it Sucks really bad because I often get pains there ebbing
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s06/10/26(Wed)22:27:53
I'm making decisions as best I can with the information that I have.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)22:50:10
>>34612611 I didn't do this but this problem wasn't addressed enough back then. A lot of kids did that and it's fucking permanent scars. But hey, I got a few on my forehead from a car accident when I was a kid. Just battle scars of the past.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)22:55:55
Limerance is the best word for it
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)23:08:40
>>34612773 I’m gonna start posting Lime Green Rance in response to this word soon
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)23:11:54
>>34612808 I'm anti rape culture but that got a chuckle out of me. As punishment I'll have you know I have a concept for a Rance IF Route starring a genderbent Sill Plain. If you don't tread carefully I'll write it and send it to you
I feel like I’m too old to get ahold of my dreams, I don’t know if I even have any anymore, as they’ve either been tempered by my failure or I don’t allow myself to have any anymore. I’m medically barred from working or driving right now, and my parents’ patience for me is stretched thin. I have a crush I possibly irrecoverably fucked things up with, but I don’t expect romance anymore anyways. I just don’t know what to do anymore other than pray that something happens.
>>34611923(OP) i hate women and i have a date with a redhead tomorrow. this is gonna go so bad. im going to hide my power level as i have throughout my life, but i haven't spoken to anyone outside of work in almost a year.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)00:27:33
>>34613012 She never fully trusted me and met someone else
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)00:30:41
>>34613037 Damn, did she tell you she met someone else?
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)00:32:40
>>34613051 Yes, after I asked why she was keeping me at arm’s length. She’d probably been seeing him for a month at that point
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)00:33:46
Why am I existing anymore? Just to pay bills?
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)00:48:07
I will never be over it until I see them fucking dead.
im sick of this fucker playing these stupid games. a deal is a deal and now ur playing games to get out of the deal. bet you stop ur games when i kick down ur door u have a gun in your fucking face!
>>34612991 Shhhh. The weed be lettin' you know, evil lurks.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)01:28:00
>>34612773 It's a symptom of being lovecrazy. Do you know what that word means?
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)01:31:27
Clever, you found a way to tell if I'm online or not.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)01:32:45
>>34613206 Who? Not me, nuh uh. My eyes are fixed. I feel great. No more Eren Yeager status.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)01:39:49
I'm gonna leave you be though, because I know you're in love so if you have a thought about me, do you want me to teach you how to toss it out?
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)01:43:44
No thoughts, heads empty now thanks to medicine.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)01:45:57
That's cool.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)01:56:56
Hate these moments before bed, alone with my thoughts, they start running to worst outcomes. Will they lock you up? Will you get them to do so to me? Have I already sealed our fate when I was in a panic, being threatened, disoriented and displaced? I want to bury my head in the sand and wait till it all blows over, but instead I have to be alert, sharp, expect everyone to be a potential enemy, and lay in wait.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)01:59:48
>>34613302 Shit, if they lock me up, I'll probably be safe so have no worries.