/hm/ — Your last experience!

>>2707661
I was in the same boat. Married, no sex for 14 months, arguing all the time, kids, mortgage, etc...

Went on craigslist (m4m since I knew I was bi back when I was a teen) back in the day and realized there were a lot of guys like you and me just wanting a male sexual partner for sexual relief. CL made it easy.

But don't delude yourself thinking married guys are going to be safe/clean. Because of the limited availability of guys like us, if we see a time slot we will be free, we'll jump at any cock available during that time. A third of the guys I hooked up were married/partnered, the rest were gay/bi guys available when I was and could host.

You have to understand the risks and make a decision what is an acceptable risk. I didn't and ultimately gave an STD to my wife.

>>2707661
I had to cruise Grindr and Sniffies for almost two years. I also live in a fairly rural area, so not much local choices.

I finally met a dude on there that wasn’t a tweeker and seemed fairly paranoid about getting caught. That’s always a good sign. We messaged back and forth for a few months dialing down our availability. I adjusted my routine a bit to match his as well. We also scouted out safe places to hook up since neither of us could host. Eventually the timing was right.

We planned it a day in advance, or at least try to. We also keep it short and to the point. The first time we hooked up, we met in the woods near a trailhead. I was already prepped. He walked up, we pulled our cocks out and traded BJ’s. Then he fucked me for about one minute before busting. I took the risk and we went raw with him seeding me. After, we zipped up and went our separate ways. That broke the ice I guess you could say.

The second time I met him in a parking lot and sucked him off in the back of his wife’s SUV while he was supposed to be out shopping.

The third time we met he sucked me off and a couple days later we met again in the wooded area and I dumped a load in him. After all that the anxiety went away and now we just casually meet once or twice a month when we can. Neither one of us have any desire to hook up with random other guys. Though I would like to do a 3 way sometime.

Just keep your eye out and use your intuition. Being a closeted guy my whole life (having sucked my first dick in 5th grade..no joke) I need dick in my life even though I’m only attracted to relationships with women. I love the kink of being secretly gay, I love the feeling of getting fucked, I love a tight bussy, the taste of cum while sucking dick and knowing a man is dumping a load in me is the best.

Happened last weekend and I'm still kinda reeling from it
>in Vegas with my family for brother's engagement party since him and his fiance love to gamble
>fun but not really my vibe
>start Saturday drinking poolside since mom got a spot
>notice a hot daddy keeps checking me out and walking by our cabana
>no one else seems to notice
>hop on grindr to test my luck
>immediately messaged by a faceless profile
>sends a pic and it's a selfie of the daddy from his cabana asking if I'm the cute otter with my hair tied up
>message back and forth about what we're into and I say I'm pretty vanilla but always open to more
>"cute but I'm looking for a good boy to dominate"
>rock hard immediately
>tell him I would be down to meet up but I'd have to get away from my family and I can't host as I'm sharing the room with my cousin
>around this time my family goes to grab some food from inside since poolside food is mid
>"looks like you're free now how about you show me what a good boy you are"
>watch him get up and close his cabana
>oh shit it's happening
>slowly walk over to the cabana and can feel my heart pounding
>open the cabana and he's laying down stroking
>oh shit it's thick
>"come sit on daddy's lap"
>strip down and sit on top of him, we're both already sweating since it's hot and no airflow with the shades drawn
>we start making out aggressively and I can hear him grab something from the side
>he gently pulls my head back and holds up poppers to my nose
>we're staring directly into each other's eyes and he's just nodding and slowly counting down as he shifts between my nostrils

>>2707720
>head is spinning, already leaving a trail of precum on his stomach
>he turns me around and I get to work sucking cock and he starts eating my ass like a buffet
>it's so thick it's hurting my jaw and I can barely get my hand around it but the poppers are definitely helping
>come up to breathe and just start licking his balls
>as I do he slides me off and lays a towel on the ground
>"on your knees boy"
>do as I'm told and he holds the poppers up to my nose again
>as he takes them back he leans over and gives me a sloppy kiss
>he pulls back and asks if I'm ready for the real fun now
>between the day drinking, poppers, and pure horny lust I give him my most submissive "yes sir" possible
>that makes him laugh and he starts rubbing his cock all over my face
>he takes off my hair tie and gets a solid hold of my hair
>slowly guides my mouth onto his cock and starts using me like a toy
>he's moaning and within a minute he's aggressively throat fucking me
>my eyes are watering and it's taking all my power just to muffle my gags
>he keeps calling me a good boy and tells me to get ready
>pulls me in balls deep and I feel him unload in my throat and I struggle to keep my gags quiet
>he holds me there for what feels like forever whispering "good boy, breathe through your nose you're being so good for daddy"
>as he does this I jerk off and within seconds feel myself cum all over the towel
>that seems to satisfy him as he pulls me off his cock
>grabs another towel and wipes his cock off then my face and body
>he opens a beer and tells me to get the smell of cum off my breath before I head back to my family
>we chat a bit and exchange numbers
>I tell him I'll reach out if I end up free again
>as I get back to my cabana I have a text from him
>"you were such a good boy for daddy I can't wait to breed you tonight"

>>2707723
>fast forward another 10 hours of drinking and losing money
>out smoking weed with my sister and BIL
>they let me know they're going to Fremont St to see a midnight show if I want to come
>my brother and his fiancé have dinner plans so they get ready to head out too
>parents are heading to a live show on the strip
>now's my chance
>text the cabana daddy to ask what his plans are
>says he's just heading back from the conference he was at if I want to meet him in the lobby
>tell him I'm down just need to see my family off
>while I wait we're messaging back and forth about what he wants to do to me
>asks if I have any hard limits
>yea no shit, pain, or blood but otherwise I'm down to try anything once
>"good boy"
>he asks if he can play with me however he wants and says I can stop whenever just have to say the word
>we settle on "Florida" since he's from there
>asks me if there's anything I want to try
>I want him to film me and take pictures, my phone only
>he's into it
>watch my family get in their ubers and head off as the daddy tells me which elevator to meet him at
>already rock hard but seeing him in a suit and tie did something to me
>we get in the elevator together with a bunch of other people
>he's staying at almost the top floor
>slowly everyone else gets off and it's just the two of us
>as soon as the door closes he's on me immediately
>aggressively making out with me, growling, and saying he's ready to show me what sex with a real man is like
>holy shit I could cum from just this
>elevator opens and he holds my hand and takes me to his room
>we get in and he tells me to strip down
>once I'm fully naked he leads me into the bathroom and has me sit in the shower
>"don't want this to go to waste"
>he pulls his dick out and before I realize what he's doing his pissing on me
>too drunk and horny to care
>"daddy's marking you as his boy, show me that hole"
>do as I'm told and he finishes up
>gives me a kiss and tells me to get myself ready