06/11/26(Thu)19:51:36And try to pray most nights. Recently I feel as though my prayers are being answered. I love God, and try to act in a way so that he loves me, even if I falter many times, I try my best. My conception of God is semi-Christian and semi-DMT induced schizophrenic interpretation.
Do people in your country (ITC) believe in God?
06/11/26(Thu)19:55:57>>222252794 (OP)
God helped me for years and then abandoned me. Everything is determined, prayers are not answered, what happens was determined to happen whether you pray or not.
06/11/26(Thu)19:58:32I only know two prayers, the painosso and the ave Maria. Prayer is basically like meditation though, repeating the words helps calm your mind
06/11/26(Thu)20:03:43>>222252957
I don't think "canned" prayers are good. I just try to speak from the heart with honesty, and with all the flaws the occur during it.
>>222252895
I felt the same for a long time, but recently things seem to have turned. Or maybe they were always being answered and I just wasn't paying attention or squandered the opportunities I was given.
06/11/26(Thu)20:04:44>>222252892
It's rapping, friend. Or did you mean exactly what you typed?
06/11/26(Thu)20:10:29>>222253090
It's just that this is the way the bible says people should pray
06/11/26(Thu)20:20:06>>222253282
It literally says the opposite. It says one should speak and converse from the heart in prayer and avoid rigid formulaic prayers that contain empty phrases. Perhaps the cath*lic church has advised against to maintain more control but the Bible does not say to do that.
06/11/26(Thu)20:56:50>>222253484
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%206%3A9-13&versio n=NIV
06/11/26(Thu)21:02:06>>222252794 (OP)
>DMT
Nice, can you share some experiences? I've heard that DMT can convert hardcore atheists, you can interact with some entities and stuff. Did you meet the jesters?