people never talk about how being trans just ruins your options as a person in society. theres a reason half of all passoids are sex workers, and if you dont pass your options are be an autistic computer programmer or nothing because all jobs are gendered, masculine jobs like trades are full of hardass boomers that would never let a tranny in, feminine jobs are full of clucking gossiping hens who are even worse. if you are trans you MUST pass as a woman and even then its severely difficult
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)12:27:20
>>43876720 >happy his "gayness" allows him to be accepted by women
Im gonna die of cringe, litrally me
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)12:33:00
I've had more trannies try to detrans me to keep me as a bf than trannies try to help me stop repping
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)12:42:00
>>43876767 >date cis woman who wants me to detrans Miserable >date trans woman who wants me to commit to transitioning Even more miserable Such is life
I’m only homophobic against masc x masc fem x masc and/or fem x fem are fine
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:02:31
>>43876867 why would you hope that imbecile now delete this thread immediately
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:02:56
>>43876652(OP) I flirted with a guy at a party in high school when we were both drunk and I kissed him on the cheek and someone took a photo and it got shared around. I was bullied mercilessly for the rest of high school. I still haven't gotten over that trauma and I still can't show affection to others 20 years later.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:04:04
>>43876954 men should feel free to fall in love with other men
>>43876720 What about the AGP turboweeb escapist. Watches anime and plays video games all day to distract from the pain. Is in love with anime girls and wants to be one.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:06:38
>>43876652(OP) still am. we just moved in together a month ago. >>43876899 patience, anon. i am slowly getting feminized :3
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:08:28
>>43876677 Anal feels amazing but it is definitely disgusting and takes way too much prep.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:15:06
Who hyped for new GITS anime? Masamune Shirow is a certified repper he wrote a whole story about a guy who changed into a sexy female android body.
>>43876652(OP) The only times I've ever even fantasized about male people I would still imagine them transitioning in the end (at least in private) so I don't think that counts
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:31:08
I only go back to women when my faggotry makes me feel too dirty
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:31:13
the longer this goes on, the more that I literally see myself as a woman
>>43876877 How's your DpDr? have we figured out a way to describe it to normies without sounding like either reddit slam poetry or unintelligible psychobabble yet.
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charlotte!Gricklegf206/11/26(Thu)13:54:59
How long have you been repping while aware of your reality?
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)13:58:20
It really fucks with me to think that the same mechanism that allows humans to derive meaning from life is reason why gender dysphoria is so hard to treat on a societal level. The logistics of treating gender dysphoria are solved for the most part and have been for a while now. Our medical research institutions are largely free from emotional bias which has let them laser into a finding a working treatment, but individuals spend their whole lives building robust narratives about how life ought to be lived to the point where something as innocuous in a vacuum as altering one's sex seems totally unconscionable. People don't have it in them to live every day as if they're made up of soulless mud that woke up, just self-aware atoms that simply happen to exist in a larger system for absolutely no reason. Most people don't behave like robots because descending into nihilism sucks, but if we did behave like robots, we could really pour all our energy into curing everything that ails us without the roadblock of people wondering whether or not there's some ultimate reason for why things are the way they are and that maybe we have to suffer needlessly for some ethereal greater purpose. It feels like our "how"s are often figured out much sooner than our "why"s, which sucks when the solution to my suffering is right in front of me and I know what needs to be done, but I'll also have to endure the pain of Joaquim Paulo Emiliano Antonio Martinez Geraldo Luiz Manuel Bendito De Silva Sousa De Rosa Dos Pereira Dias De Lima, age 17 from Brazil calling me a faggot on the internet for doing so because he refuses to have an outcome oriented mindset for no reason other than that he finds the solution to be personally icky. I hope everyone's doing alright today. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5r13uaPEgk
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)14:01:02
>>43876652(OP) The thought of sex or romance with my body involved makes me want to rope
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)14:05:27
>>43876652(OP) gincel now ahead of the curve by posting the qott, nice >>43876677 maybe not disgusting but i sure wish i didn't have to >>43877276 two years now, was off and on for ~7 before that
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)14:06:05
>>43877306 Yeah I've felt this way since I was a teenager and I thought it was really strange for the longest time, I couldn't put my finger on it. Whenever I imagined any kind of romance scenario in my head I always replaces myself with a girl. Took me like a decade to realise what was going on.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)14:09:02
>>43876720 >>43876729 100 percent truth nukes and big reasons for my repression Masculine jobs offer a greater chance of freedom than feminine officeslop I hate the way gay people act and want nothing to do with that, im not a cis woman's lapdog
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)14:21:37
I've never worked a job and I'm 33. Life long NEETtroon
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)14:25:10
>>43877362 you can be a gay man and not be subservient to women, ya know?
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)15:11:28
I AM NOT A WOMAN. I WILL NEVER BE A WOMAN. I POSSESS NO FEMININITY. I AM A 100% NON-FEMALE HUMAN. IF YOU COMPRESSED ME IN A HYDRAULIC PRESS NOT A SINGLE FEMALE PARTICLE WOULD BE EXCRETED. IT IS PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO BE A WOMAN. IT IS METAPHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO BE A WOMAN. THERE ARE NO UNIVERSES WHERE I AM A WOMAN. THUS, IT IS NECESSARY THAT I AM A MAN. IT IS LOGICALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO BE A WOMAN. THE TRUTH OF ME BEING A MAN IS THE SAME AS THE TRUTH OF X=X, UNCHANGEABLE, NECESSARY, LOGICALLY IMPOSSIBLE TO BE DIFFERENT
>>43877684 yfw everything you just said instantly goes out the window the moment I call you a "good girl"
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)16:03:21
i can't seem to find my old posts in the archive, but i'm this one - https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/43596872/#q43603887 /repgen/ was wrong (even if well-intentioned). the last month has been the best month since i've become aware of my own existence. even if in the end the experiment fails, it was still worth it.
>>43877176 >reddit slam poetry or unintelligible psychobabble Every time I try to describe this dissocation that's what it ends up sounding like. I usually don't bother anymore, I say "I'm just tired" lol. It really does feel as if I'm an observer of my own life.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)16:12:34
>>43878032 the one guy like that I found was a creepy amputee fetishist and I was already 29 then
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)16:15:19
>>43878095 :( sorry that happened to you our families kinda know each other too so it's not a fully random thing. but he is legit into forcefem and i've been yearning to be feminized since 12 so there was no way i wouldn't give this a chance.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)16:17:04
>>43876982 That's a cross between rotting derelict and porn addict.
>>43879099 legally enforcing it would solve a ton of social friction and sit well with everyone but people who troon out to soothe their oppositional personality disorder
>>43876652(OP) qott: never been in love, never will, don't think I'm capable
Not attracted to men physically either. Cursed
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)20:13:21
>>43879091 lodge me and escort me for the next 3 years
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)20:20:53
>>43876677 The few times I tried it I felt nothing but massive discomfort, which was a massive shock after how much I hyped it up and how most of my fantasies were based around it. Probably one of the biggest disappointments in my long disappointing existence.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)21:55:12
i just looked in the mirror and its almost hlarious how manly i look now despite taking hrt and blockers.
i guess this is it, almost 30 now, time to grow up.