/lgbt/ — Does your autism pass?

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:25:51No.43910001

>>43909983 (OP)
Sorry cant read that many words.
I dont even wanna fuckin worry about it anyway just let me be a tomboy

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:27:16No.43910009

I'm hsts but autism-wise im totally fucked
>gundam
>planes
>guns (less nowadays but i can't un-know all the worthless gun shit in my head)
>model kits
>godzilla
>mtg
>40k
i have literally every stereotypical tranny hobby minus vidya so ive been getting into reading to balance it out but yeah its literally over im a soulhom

>>43909983 (OP)
omgggg i remember wattpad

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>>43909983 (OP)
>shmups
>mmos
>guns
>geology
>gacha games
>eroguro
>taoism and shintoism

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:31:03No.43910041

>>43909983 (OP)
this chart makes zero sense. if anything being a quiet autist is a feminine thing while being a loud one is a masculine thing

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:32:25No.43910055

>>43909983 (OP)
>fifa is autism
thats the most normie gun and ball gamer shit ever

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:33:40No.43910067

>>43909983 (OP)
What if I'm not autistic?

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:35:12No.43910079

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>>43909983 (OP)
Autismbinger

>>43910041
The stereotypical cases tend to be unintentionally loud however

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:37:41No.43910093

>>43910041
The most feminine of autists are very loud and they will
TRAUMADUMP
TRAUMADUMP
TRAUMADUMP
INFODUMP

Very expressive people with lots of piercings, tattoos, pins, they wear their special interests on their sleeves and are generally upbeat and fun people to be around. Excited about a plethora of things and love to share info about it. But they are absolutely loud.

Male autists tend to be rowdy with each other and sometimes sperg out, but other than that are the weird quiet kids that don't bother others. People in the middle tend to mask themselves out of any expression

>>43909983 (OP)
>Adopted cold introvert posterior
HEY! MY BUTT IS NORMAL BUTT TEMPERATURE!
How did this rumor even start.

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>>43909983 (OP)
>Self-harming
>picrel
>spotty employment
>sensory issues
>undertale
>autism creature
>plushies
>visual novels
>anti social
>no drama
am i fembrained? not autistic btw, just comparing and looked at some points in img

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:40:54No.43910125

>>43910001
2/3 of autistic women report being a tomboy in youth. The deeper you look the more you will realise that most things that don't "pass" are just autism

>>43910030
>shmups
wanna be friends?

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:43:52No.43910151

>>43910055
Things that are normie can still be picked up by autists and be taken into extreme obsession. I know quite some autists that know all the players, all the stats, will sperg out, and have their diagnosis. They fit in so well with normal men that you won't really see them, nor do they need social refuge with other autists

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:44:52No.43910167

>>43910030
Eroguro is fembrained, congrats

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)22:46:48No.43910188

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Don't forget to visit /NDgen/ btw
>>43909940

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)23:21:50No.43910495

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Green: Yes
Purple: Formelly
Brown: Kinda
Dark green & gray: idk

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)23:23:23No.43910503

>>43910495
nigga is color blind

Anonymous06/14/26(Sun)23:27:29No.43910529

>>43910503
UHM SORRY LET ME TRY AGAIN:
LIME
DARK MAGENTA
DARK ORANGE
DARK GREEN AND MOSS

Go fucking kys annoying bitch

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)00:18:07No.43910924

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>>43909983 (OP)

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>>43909983 (OP)
i feel like i'd be a lot happier with a much heavier dose of male autism lol -_-

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)00:48:02No.43911147

>>43909983 (OP)
Wtf is race autism?

>>43911147
*chuddening intensifies*

>>43909983 (OP)
I like legos but I feel like that’s too far to the left it’s way more of a normie thing than trains

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)02:01:24No.43911791

>>43909983 (OP)
>Not expressive, monotone (sometimes)
>Linux (Fedora Workstation GNOME, but only because I got fed up with Windows, refuse to buy Apple products, and tried Mint Cinnamon and found it clunky. Fedora just works. GNOME is satisfyingly elegant and easy to use. Don’t know how to use the terminal.)
>Mostly gynephilic; had a gay phase before I twinkdied
>Awkward body language
>Dislike being known; makes me anxious
>Would’ve met the diagnostic criteria for “Asperger’s Syndrome” back in the day; didn’t get diagnosed despite being examined by psychologists as early as age 3 due to institutional incompetence
>Hate normies
>People-averse
>The weird guy in class back in the day
>Anti-social
>Sperg out when people ask me questions when I’m overwhelmed
>Social anxiety
>Referential humour
>Anti-social
>Hypervigilant
>Sex dysphoria; also a bit of gender dysphoria (I dislike it when people assign beliefs, motivations, attitudes, or behaviours to me that I don’t have or do just because I’m a male; I also dislike it when petite immigrant woman display that they feel intimidated by me by physically moving away from me when I sit down on public transit)
>Social anxiety induced NEET and hikikomori
>Physiognomy (formerly)
>RSD
>Snooty (occasionally; only if someone is truly retarded)
>Extremely perceptive of patterns
>Blames others (increasingly less now; I blame myself a lot more these days)
>Used to have weird politics; now I’m a doomer
>Unemployable (maybe, though I’ve never applied for a job in my life and was laid off the one job I’ve ever had, which I was nepo hired for)
>Pessimistic about society
>Race Autism (formerly)
>Philosophical anime (Evangelion)
>Brainbleed from seeing other Autists
>Tall, anxious, nerdy
>Interests: politics, philosophy, history, archaeology, linguistics, literature, music (classical, microtonal art music, electronic, vapourware), internet culture

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)02:03:08No.43911801

>>43911791
>vapourware
I meant “vapourwave”
>Sensory issues
>Emotional dysregulation
>Hypochondria
>Not great at masking unfortunately; come off as slightly strange, nerdy, anxious, and surprisingly direct but not rude, usually
>Bisexual
>Most likely have some undiagnosed personality disorder, not sure which
>Self-harm (formerly)
>Trauma- and infodump on others with little regard for their senses (formerly; I’m now too withdrawn/restrained to do this again)
>4chan
>ADHD, trouble reading, even things I want to read
>Unemployed
>Misunderstood no matter what I say or do
>Focus on random bullshit instead of things that would improve my lot in life
>Like TADC (don’t own any merch of anything, though)
>Don’t spend money on interests
>Don’t collect anything
>Don’t participate in fandom
Sigh. I yearn to transcend myself

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)02:17:37No.43911949

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>>43909983 (OP)
>Brainbleed from seeing other autists
Seriously, what causes this? When you interact with someone even slightly more autistic than you it's like nails in your brain

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)03:28:50No.43912580

My main special interest is gambling, though I don't actually gamble since it's a bad idea, but I learned mahjong and poker strategy to an intermediate level, watched/read a bunch of gambling documentaries/manga/etc., have a fantasy world casino with a suite of games some with real rules some that'd only work in fantasy, have to restrain myself from adding casino scenes into other creative projects, watched streamers for the first time ever during the slots trend then stopped after, made casino themed levels in games with level editors, get a giddy feeling whenever that one meme of The Sopranos at the casino is posted, etc.
Feel like that's probably pretty male brained sadly but I've never encountered anyone with a similar interest

> undertale heavily skewed female
> history interest skewed female
> sonic heavily skewed male
> race autism not exceptionally malebrained
> consumerist hobbies and funkos at opposite ends of the spectrum somehow
who made this?

> t. rans male

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>>43913325
forgot pic

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this actually made me feel a tiny bit better about how male brained I am tbqh

>>43911949
>>43913546
fuck forgot brain bleed

anyway it's probably just shame from seeing someone who behaves similarly to you and realising how fucking weird you must come across during your least masked moments. Or perhaps it's second hand fear, I feel that when I see my autistic friend do something weird, I feel worried for her social standing and it makes me very stressed.

wtf is thought policing?

I mentally "shut out" a lot of my own thoughts, especially ego dystonic intrusive ones, is this thought policing? I've been trying to stop but it's genuinely so hard to, every time I blink the thought goes away only to return a while later

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)06:23:32No.43913688

>>43909983 (OP)
idk im all over the place, didnt figure it out fully until a few months ago after 2 years unemployed from college burnout
>amab, hyperlexic around 3
>nobody noticed it was autistic trait
>didnt have the obvious austism, didnt figure out that i could complain or say i wanted things until like middle school
>only really melted down at school cause socially incompetent, people just assumed i was a sensitive crybaby
>had to learn to memorize social scripts to socialize, didnt figure it out mostly till late high school
>get computer engineering degree, but suck ass at classes with shittons of arbitrary formulas or rote memorization: chemistry, functional programming, or anything with shit teachers
>basically only started caring about appearance after being in a bunch of social clubs and for professional reasons
>burnt out after college, only then diagnosed with adhd and anxiety, and started looking into autism seriously
my traits kinda reach both all the way to the left, and as far right as vocaloid, but i mostly just webcrawl random pages about economy, world news, chinese internet culture, cooking, and medical stuff. i only have a bit of social anxiety when it comes to people i know, more like i dont know what they want to talk about and i have no idea what original things to say because i just mirror their vibes because i know theyre not into weird niche shit like me. otherwise i can mask pretty well, im just tired of not knowing who i am.

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)07:04:27No.43913864

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>>43913688
heres my thing. harry potter and danganronpa were more childhood things, but yeah its been hard to tell whats actually me from the masks i wear to fit in

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)07:06:58No.43913875

is being a linux nerd gameover for male brained?
>22 yo virgin autistic man moder

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)07:18:51No.43913914

>>43912580
can you post the sopranos casino meme, i havent seen it

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(I used the newer template from another thread, forget which)

>>43909983 (OP)
autist 40 year old neet

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)08:47:28No.43914324

>>43913654
Think wokescolding or shipping debates. Most groups with male expressed autism are quite edge while female expressed autism is stiffling in how much you can differ from the group. It’s related to endless internal discourse

my mind is more masculine than most of my cis male friends, i dont know why the fuck i am the tranny

>>43914402
maybe its not, but after years of overcompensating maybe that is just my personality now

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)09:26:26No.43914511

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>>43909983 (OP)
no (ftm)

>fnaf not mentioned
faketism
is fnaf malebrained or fembrained?

>all these retards marking themselves as "Exceptionally high IQ" but also "NEET" or "Spotty employment"
el mao

>>43914530
i know this is going to sound self aggrandizing but this website is anonymous so fuck it.

Everyone told me i was smart when i was young and i totally believed it, i went through HS and almost failed everything, i decided i probably wasn't but now looking back on the tinker projects i got up to and seeing as I can get good grades now that i take estrogen its a really weird feeling to realize that i really do have a gift most people don't have, but now it just feels like a responsibility more than anything because i dont want to let my family/the world down and i know life is really hard for trannies if you are not successful

>>43914546
you can believe me or not but sometimes i get up to stuff and it almost makes me feel bad to show it off what i am up to too much because it just makes them feel like i am better than them, and i always used to have that "i am dumb" feeling and i still like everybody around me i dont want to make them feel bad because they are really nice and have done nothing but support me

>>43914546
>>43914561
i think society just values whatever i have too much, yes you probably want people like me to design your machinery but that's about it, i feel like everyone else deserves about the same as me but so much weight was placed on if i had it or did not and it does not really feel right to do that

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)09:43:36No.43914580

>>43910093
waow me,

i hate myself for traumadumping/infodumping and how loud i am. everyone hates me too

>>43914546
>>43914561
>>43914579
maybe this was a fucking humblebrag, i am sorry, but i also kind of dont know what it means now that i am in this position of being the gigachad after being the random fuckup for so long

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)10:13:33No.43914674

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early 20s mtf, low-mid 130s iq (tested a couple times). self harm was when i was younger and headcanon is about real things not fiction
>>43914511
interesting results, tell me more abt urself
>is fnaf malebrained or fembrained?
very slightly malebrained but moreso generally lower iq autismbrained

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>>43914530
high iq is 100% compatible with being too retarded to hold down a job

>>43914745
bragging about iq is correlated with not holding down a job

>>43914752
see, you get it! being good at solving puzzles for an hour doesn't make me not a lazy incompetent piece of shit who can't govern my own life properly

>>43914758
you should try to do something with your life, i thought i was kinda dumb desu and I was a loser until i wasn't and its a really weird feeling to realize i could actually do something interesting

>>43914776
i'm putting it off by going to grad school 2bh
not sure i really want to go into academia but i don't want to go seriously looking for a job until i'm at least another year or 2 on e

Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)10:57:20No.43914796

>I can press a squiggly line buttons on a computer for hours at a time, this makes me smarter than you. (in theory)

At least those people have some sort of skill, but most 4channers barely have hobbies or creative talents. There’s legit some low functioning special ed children that contribute more to society than them. It’s overall meaningless if you don’t apply it.

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>>43909983 (OP)
dont know if i have autism or not just sorta picked stuff that applies to me. red is a yes yellow is a used to