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/lgbt/ — Lowkey miss being an OF whore.
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Lowkey miss being an OF whore.Anonymous
06/15/26(Mon)14:58:30
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I kind of miss the person I used to be.
Not really at all though I guess- back then I wasn't really a person; but a commodity for men.
But there's something to be said about frequent penthouse parties meeting a whole bunch of people. Those international trips to take me to a bunch of new, fun, places. Japan was lovely!
It's just, I couldn't take it. I felt hollow, and that I was only valuable for sex, and the more I aged and the more the mental toil took, the more the people who I considered friends distanced themselves from me because I was either hesitant, or mentally unwell and didn't bother to do up my face. Being a fetish item was no good neither, the men who'd rent me out- I'm innately naive, and have a babyface. I was pure pedobait, didn't help that I was also A-cups back then.
Still. I wish I didn't leave. I wish I was still in those higher rungs of society, and wasn't a burnt out neet who was abandoned and abused by her friends. Yeah it traumatized me, but I've deffo got rose tinted glasses about it all.
I miss the comfort and freedom I guess.
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Anonymous
06/15/26(Mon)15:01:27
06/15/26(Mon)15:01:27>>43915981 (OP)
once a whore always a whore. you think you aren't the same person? lmao.
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)15:04:06
06/15/26(Mon)15:04:06>>43916008
yeah. I'm not valuable to them anymore. I quit. I couldn't do it. Prostitution and onlyfans sucked so much ass. I thought I had finally made friends, only to realize those were business partners ready to exploit me. There was zero comradery.
Not that you care- you've got a shitty mindset about people who end up in situations like that.
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Puffin!!bec4LTPFog206/15/26(Mon)15:05:01
>>43915981 (OP)
It's life, even nostalgia for bad times can feel better the present when the present sucks
obligatory giwtwm or smth since im mentally ill too
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)15:10:57
06/15/26(Mon)15:10:57>>43916030
>people who end up in situations like that.
you've made your bed, now lie in it. maybe if you want some sympathy you shouldn't say you long for the days of vapid sex and fake friends?
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Anonymous
06/15/26(Mon)15:12:56
06/15/26(Mon)15:12:56no way...
boymoder whore...
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)15:15:05
06/15/26(Mon)15:15:05>>43916037
I’m just mad at myself that I weaseled my way IN to high society- but I fumbled the ball by being an autist. I’ve been a neet living off of my old SW savings. I wish I could’ve kept up with everyone else I suppose.
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Puffin!!bec4LTPFog2
06/15/26(Mon)15:18:17
06/15/26(Mon)15:18:17>>43916107
Being a model/whore/OF isn't a ticket into the high life it's a guest pass
Even if you didn't "fumble it by being an autist" you would age out, lose it due to medical issues, or be replaced by someone younger/more popular
It's based on beauty, age and usefulness for others to get off
The only thing you should have done was take those savings and branch into sustainable investments or projects to have safety later in life
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