That is the first thing that comes to mind when you awaken in a bed of frost and tundra. All other things proceed from the fact that despite your best efforts, you remain the living vessel of an apathetic and nihilistic entity that could be very easily mistaken for a god. Falling into the void should have spread you so thin across time and space that your frequency would have returned to the primordial chaos. Lost to all but to those who are searching for you, and even then they would need the right equipment. Perhaps that lovely man will succeed, in time, to separate your frequency from the void
Perhaps he already succeeded. Perhaps that is why you are here in the snow, naked and cold, rather than drifting alone in the void with all of your senses blinded - your existence finally given meaning through its cessation. Could this pain you feel be "happiness"?
[No, that is frostbite] The Threnodian's song echoes in your mind, its babbling more sensible than usual. [The pen moves in admiration of pointless frivolity, for the hand that grasps it would only be used for fruitless endeavors. The desire to fill a vessel born to die with the fruit of life is an admirable thing, yet we are but false words upon the page-]
"Shut up," you growl, taking to your feet. You've no desire to listen to the mad ramblings of Aleph-1 any longer than you have to. "If you've nothing meaningful to contribute, then keep quiet."
[Voidmatter, then.] The Threnodian sings a new tune in your mind. [This place runs thick with it, thy birthright as a childe of stardust. Afore the author's pen sinks too deeply into perverse admiration of thy shape and coloration, twist it into-]
"I remember how to shape it," you grumble.
The thing is right. The Voidmatter is thick here, thick enough to form a Void Storm and yet so mysteriously stable that it does not. It bows to your command, the command of the Threnodian with which you resonate - with which, you are one - and slides between the pattern shaped from your own unique frequency. You do not weave it, but rather allow it to take shape... and its final shape surprises you.
Somewhere between the clothes you wore beneath the ice of Lahai-Roi and the gown you wore into the void. The thousand star-spangled hands of Aleph-1 grasp your arms and legs more gently than before, shaping into a facsimile of gloves and stockings. The rest of the dress is of the night sky as your gown had been, yet punctuated with the warmth that Sigrika insisted upon with every outing to see the Exoswarm.
[This suits you more than the false smile and despair.] For once the wretched creature to whom your frequency is bound says something you can agree with. [More honest, but not the whole truth, for the whole truth does not suit such a devious woman woven of power and lies-]
"I believe I told you to be quiet," you remind the Threnodian before it starts rambling again.
>>6424967(OP) You call forth your staff - in truth, a bubble maker you bought from Lollo Logistics, modified for your own purposes - and with it create a bubble of your own frequency to carry you through the sky. Once you've pushed it in the right direction, you lay down within it for a nap. While you haven't had any good food, and you're missing your good friends - especially him - you can, at least, get some good sleep.
While you rehearse for your death, what direction have you pushed the bubble in? >North, towards a great wall some three hundred feet tall. >South, towards a swamp and the riverlands. >East, towards a city that's been bleached white. >West, towards a castle under siege. >You let the winds carry you without a thought.
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AnonymousID:STHuMCIN06/08/26(Mon)00:40:27
>>6424969 >South, towards a swamp and the riverlands. swaaaammmp
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AnonymousID:KN+Ckxh406/08/26(Mon)00:52:14
>>6424969 >North, towards a great wall some three hundred feet tall.
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AnonymousID:FxV5jDwD06/08/26(Mon)00:55:58
>>6424969 >East, towards a city that's been bleached white.
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AnonymousID:rOpoWds006/08/26(Mon)01:34:28
>>6424969 >>East, towards a city that's been bleached white. Never thought I'd see a gachaslop character isekai quest. Anyways let's push East to Qarth I believe?
When you awaken from your nap, you can see a city sprawled out beneath you. White stone carved from the cliffside into an old and venerated sort of architecture that reminds you of pictures that you've seen from Rinascita, or perhaps Septimont. He showed you some of those, before you sank into the void to sleep forever and ever. Alas, now you are awake as the city beneath you prepares to go to sleep.
And with wakefulness comes certain needs.
Your stomach growls and your head pounds for lack of food and water. As much as you would love to drift off through the sky in the cradle of your bubble, starvation and a migraine would do your sleep no good. How long has it been since you've eaten anything, anyways?
[The kalpa turns swiftly when seconds become aeons and aeons become seconds.] The voice of Aleph-1 babbles in your head. [The distance is meaningless until a needle pierces the event horizon, for how can you traverse to that which cannot be observed?]
"Shut it." You command, and for a moment the babbling ceases.
Your bubble drifts down towards the city, though the people going about their day would not notice it. Aleph-1 did not lie when it named you a deceitful and devious woman, for you have a talent for trickery and showing people what they want to see rather than what is truly there. In this case, wrapping your bubble in a refraction of light is a simple matter, no more difficult than conjuring clothes from voidmatter.
The bubble pops when you touch down in an alleyway. It makes no noise, not at any frequency that a human could hear, though you do see crows scatter through the air from the sound. Your hand goes for a terminal that is not there anymore; like your original clothes, it was without a doubt lost to the void, though it was designed to survive even the worst case scenarios. It contains an imperfect record of your soul, meant to be studied in the case your frequency collapsed and became one with the void. All researchers had one.
Perhaps that study is why your frequency appears to have dropped out form the primordial chaos? Or perhaps this is the depths of the Somnoire, and you are just an echo of your self.
Hm. Usually Aleph-1 would chime in with something nihilistic when your thoughts trail down such a road.
[Thou hast requested mine silence]
"You never listen," you complain. Well, none of this matters anyways, so you take your staff and you leave this quiet little alley to get a better look at the city.
It's barely a city, by your standards. The streets are too narrow for automobiles, and the lampposts appear to hold oil lamps and torches if they hold anything at all. The ever present hum of electricity in the air in the deep of Lahai-Roi and at its surface stations is conspicuously absent, making it feel more like the Frostlands on the surface. Even then, every creature you see is made of meat and blood, with not a single exoswarm or soliskin to be seen.
Good. Exoswarm never liked you, and you detest soliskin. Not for what they are, but what they represent. The dead should be allowed to sleep, and should not be processed into such horrifically whimsical creatures.
The buildings of the city are well made, well cared for, and - perhaps most importantly - well planned out. A white castle looms from on high, and white stone buildings rise in neat and tidy rows going down to the harbor. Colorful banners hang between the buildings, breaking up the cold and white colors into something much more lived-in. The people adorn themselves in simple clothes that almost remind you of the Frostland Roya; though the colors and patterns are very different, they remain designed for warmth above everything else.
They seem to give you a wide berth and wary eyes. You cannot blame them, for you stand out like a sore thumb. The dress you wear has some Royan motifs in fluffy trim and patterns, but your gloves and stockings glimmer with the thousand colors of the starlit sky. What's more, none of them have a starstack - which, you suppose must be rare outside of Lahai-roi - while your own is... a custom job to say the least.
Rather than a ring constellation of stars, yours is a black hole. The same black hole that peaks through your wide band tacet mark set upon your breast, though you've left that largely covered by a fuzzy, comfortable capelet.
No one comments on it, they're just very wary. Very wary. It's like they've never seen a resonator before.
You follow your nose to a stand that appears to be selling some sort of pastry stuffed with meat and vegetables. Eyeing the coins behind the counter, you reach into your purse and quickly shape voidmatter into their likeness. Copper stamped with a star, silver stamped with a stag. The coins you make carry the same properties of copper and silver - as well as voidmatter's more exotic properties - and will remain in that shape indefinitely.
"How much for one of those?" you ask the man behind the counter.
Unfortunately, he's a bit distracted by your starstack. Maybe recreating it as part of your outfit was a bit overkill, but unlike your terminal you know all about it's inner workings and were able to reconstruct it. It monitors your Rabelle curve, the local environment, and if there were any robots around you'd be able to interact with them and issue some commands. The fact that it might distract the locals did not occur to you.
"Hello...?" you wave your hand infront of the gobsmacked man's face. "Is there anyone in there...?"
A few people in the square whisper to one another, giving you an exceptionally wide berth. You can't really pick up what they're saying, but given their dress they're probably making some sort of commentary about how you're showing off your ankles. The guards seem rightfully wary of the obviously foreign person, but they certainly don't look like they're about to arrest you for spooking the locals.
"Uh, yes..." the man finally speaks, though you had to poke him on the forehead a few times to reset it. What did Siggy call it, percussive maintenance? Maybe this fellow's some human shaped sort of exoswarm, like the fellow he spoke about, who purified corrupted soul records? "What would you have of me, mighty sorceress?"
Eh? Sorceress? Well, you suppose a forte can look like magic, though you haven't really done much with it. Maybe he thinks the starstack is your forte? Whatever. You point at the pastries and ask, "How much for a dozen of these?"
"For you, mighty sorceress, they're free!" The man says something absurd, and you can hear fear in his voice. Really? "I would not want to offend a practitioner of the mystic arts."
"And I would not want to offend those mermaid men over there by stealing from you," you say, pointing at the guards. "So, how much. Is this enough?"
You place one of the silver coins on the table, and the man takes a long, drawn out breath before stilling himself. "You would be overpaying by a factor of three, mighty sorceress."
"Then give me three dozen," you tell him. "I'm hungry."
The man gladly hands over three dozen of those pastries, which look like the microwave sandwiches that Professor Mornye would eat for lunch, but taste far less of preservatives and chemical sweetener. He's gracious enough to give you a bag to carry them all in, and after sealing that up with a small bubble to keep the microbes out, you put them into your purse. He arches an eyebrow when you manage to fit the much larger sack inside of your purse, as though he's never seen a resonation inventory before, but he doesn't comment upon it.
Taking your leave from him, you buy a large mug filled with some sort of juniperberry drink and are on your way. Food status is good enough, sleep status was good enough, if only your good friends - or maybe just him - were around to share it with you.
As you turn out towards the docks with the intention of booking a ship bound for the east, your way is cut off by two of the mermen.
"I didn't break any rules, did I?" you ask, wondering if they noticed you copying coins.
"No, honored sorceress," the guard says. Honored this time, rather than mighty - less fear, and more respect. Wary, wary respect. "On behalf of Lord Manderly, you have been invited to guest at his estate for however long you intend to stay in our fair city of White Harbor. Our Lord assures you he has no intention of standing in the way of your business here, though he would be most honored if you were to attend the feast he is holding for his son's birthday."
You perk up at that. He had brought you a birthday cake, but you never got the chance to taste it. It would have been your first time having birthday cake, so an opportunity like this... >Isn't one you can pass up. >Isn't something you're interested in. You want HIS birthday cake to be your first. >Is one that you need further information on. >Write in
You think over the invitation for a moment, and then ask the guards the most important question, "Will there be cake at this birthday feast?"
The two of them share a look before the one with the fancier cake says, "I am certain there will be many cakes for the young Master Theomore's nameday celebration, honored sorceress. He is Lord Manderly's firstborn son and heir, and White Harbor is the most prosperous city north of the Neck. Second only to Oldtown and Lannisport in all the realm."
You file those two cities in the back of your head for later, as you imagine they will be important. Though... who names a city Oldtown? It doesn't matter for now, so you simply answer with a smile less fake than usual, "Say less, good sir. I will happily accept the invitation."
The two men lead you up through the city and to the castle that overlooks the waves. It stands stalwart upon the highest point in the city, atop the bleached white cliffs that stand high above the harbor. The route up is filled with switchbacks that would make an assault from the sea a nightmare, and behind it the city spreads from the inner walls to an outer set, and then even more buildings cluttering the outside. You get more than a few stares from the guards on the way up, some at your strawberry hair, most at your starstack.
[The fishfolk cannot understand the majesty of the heavens, for they are blind to all but the wondrous and mysterious depths of the sea.] The voice of Aleph-1 returns, and you cannot simply tell it to silence itself, not infront of other people. [The maw of starcorpse is a thing of strange beauty to those who do not understand its purposeless hunger. All is meaningless before it. Life, the Universe, Everything has neither purpose nor reason to exist, least of all ourselves.]
But you do.
After all, there's cake to be had here. Birthday cake, albeit for this young Theomore fellow rather than yourself. You will strive to document its flavor and then return to his side, so that you can compare what he would make for you to what this Lord Manderly had made for his son. That is purpose enough for now, even if you made it up for yourself.
"Ser Warrick..." the concerned voice of a gate guard snaps you from your thoughts. He stares at you, and then at the older of the two men accompanying you, his mouth moving but no words forming. After a moment, he finally finds them, "This might be the single strangest woman you've brought home... uh, no offense meant, Lady Sorceress. I assume? Well, I don't mean to assume, but..."
He gestures at your starstack. With your tacet mark hidden beneath your fluffy capelet, you suppose that must be the single strangest thing about you.
"Sorceress is accurate enough without getting into the technical details," you tell the man, though that only seems to make his lips thin with mild apprehension.
"Ser Warrick..." the guard gives the older fellow - Ser Warrick - a pained look.
"I invited Madame Denia to my nephew's nameday feast," Ser Warrick sounds entirely unapologetic as the gate guard winces. It seems like this behavior is not new... did he just see an exotic, different woman that piqued his interest, and decide to invite you on his brother's behalf? "Besides which, I'm sure it's safer for you to enjoy my brother's hospitality than spend your evenings in the lower city, Madame Denia. Not that I doubt you can defend yourself from ne'erdowells - I've quite the opposite concern, in fact."
"The smallfolk would riot if someone started turning people into newts," the younger of the two guards, you think his name was Willas, quips. "The Faith doesn't preach against sorcery, despite what some say, but that doesn't stop the smallfolk from getting spooked by anything supernatural. Why, they even whisper Queen Visenya to be some sort of shadowbinder, when all she does is practice the arts of Old Valyria..."
"Well, as luck would have it, turning people into newts isn't among my specialties," you tell them. With a gesture, you conjure up a bubble and give your fake smile as you lie through your teeth. "I just create bubbles. Durable bubbles, but bubbles all the same."
"Oh, Theomore will love that, if you'd be willing to show him," Ser Warrick's eyes light up as the bubble floats away. "He's at that age where anything sparkly and shiny catches his eye right quick."
You hold back a snort, and keep the fake smile bright. "And you're at that age where you'd lie to a pretty, strange, and exotic woman to have her company at a feast, aren't you?"
"Guilty as charged," Ser Warrick gives an unapologetic smile, and his comrades in the mermaid tunics groan.
Honestly, were you not so hung up on him you would be hard pressed to call Ser Warrick's demeanor anything less than charming. He's older than you, but in that way that makes him more attractive than a younger man of the same stature. Only a hint of gray in his dirty blonde hair, with a handsome face and broad build that would have seen him star in some New Federation action flick had he been born back home. Alas, you have glimpsed perfection, and compared to him everything else is just ash in your mouth.
"Besides which, my Lord brother gave me leave to invite any lady I wish... as long as she was of high enough standing," Ser Warrick says, earning another groan from his companions. "I think a... if I were to place your accent and hair style, Tyroshi sorceress would almost certainly count as a lady of high standing."
He's not quite right, there, though it's good to know that your accent matches that of another people in this world. Still... >You should probably correct him to avoid inconsistencies later on. >You should agree with him, go along with the lie he provided >You should play mysterious with him, "So that's where you think I'm from, how interesting, fufufu~" >Write in
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AnonymousID:FxV5jDwD06/09/26(Tue)23:50:18
>>6425872 >>You should probably correct him to avoid inconsistencies later on. Let's use this chance to inquire of the world
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AnonymousID:84ZWb5TF06/10/26(Wed)07:46:15
>>6425872 >You should agree with him, go along with the lie he provided
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AnonymousID:NlyqmKVW06/10/26(Wed)12:37:18
>>6425872 >You should probably correct him to avoid inconsistencies later on.
"A bit further than that, if I were to guess," you say with a wry smile. The sun here is not artificial, and for how thick and dense the voidmatter flows through this world, the aetheric sea does not cover the sky in a veil of false stars. They do not need to know that you're almost certainly from another world, but you lose nothing by telling them the name of your homeland. "I am from Lahai-Roi, and I doubt you would find it upon any map. Though I must ask, Ser Warrick, what made you think I was... Tyroshi, was it?"
He and the gate guard share a look and both at once say, "Your hair."
"Tyrosh is famed for their hair dyes," Ser Warrick elaborates when you give the pair a non-plussed look. "They wash their hair of its natural color and replace it with bright and luminescent tones. Blues, greens, purples... I once met a captain from Tyrosh who kept his forked beard in two colors, one half a lemony yellow you'd never see without pigment, and the other a pink even more vibrant than your own. Do the people of Lahai-Roi favor hair dyes as well, or is it a personal preference of yours."
You blink at him, and then shake your head. You lose nothing with the truth here, and gain a bit of trust by revealing this little secret. "No, this is my natural hair color. It's actually quite common among the Royan people, though it took several years to darken to this shade. When I was a girl, it was actually silver and white, with only a little hint of the strawberry it would become."
Well, that's not from your Royan heritage. You're not Royan by birth, not truly. The matter is excessively complicated and you'd rather not linger upon it.
[The mad architect dreamed of weaving frequencies stolen from the dead into new life born of glass and amniotic fluids.] Aleph-1 rumbled in the back of your mind, almost reassuring. A reminder that for all its apathy and madness, it spins on without a shred of malice to its name. [Is it not a joy to be born with purpose? Or perhaps given it? Not all creatures are so lucky to know why they were born.]
Ser Warrick looks taken aback for only a moment. "Truly? Well, the Valyrians were known for their silver hair, so who is to say that those from even further afield cannot have other shades? Though I must admit, I have not heard of this Lahai-Roi you call home, but even the Valyrians did not have full maps of the world."
"Perhaps after the feast, we can take a look?" you ask him.
Ser Warrick's blue eyes brighten, and with a nod he says, "Yes, we can consult with Maester Yorrick on the morrow. He's a love for all manner of old things, if there's any complete map of the world on record it would be in his offices or else the Citadel's library. But for now... the feast!"
How easily he slid into this being about us together. Against someone as pure and naive as your dear friend Sigrika, those sort of tactics would have worked wonders at winning him the company of an adoring woman. Unfortunately for him, you're the devious sort of woman who has kept her eyes on far greater prize, wise to the games of lesser men seeking your company. That is not to disparage Ser Warrick, for by any objective measure of masculine beauty, he's a catch to say the least. It is simply that the competition is so far ahead that he never stood a chance to begin with... especially since you're quite certain that you will continue to live until the last gasp of Hawking Radiation evaporates from the surface of Aleph-1 and his singularity is no more.
The castle halls Ser Warrick leads you through remind you of a story book. Coupled with the cleanliness of the city, the lack of vagrants and the homeless alongside the orderliness of the docks, you must suppose that the rule of his family - House Manderly, a loyal vassal of House Stark - has been one of relative prosperity and abundance. Had their people lived in squalor, you might have accused them of taking too much in taxes to fuel their lifestyle, but the Manderly's appear to rule well. But no, the bright tapestries that keep the cold out from the stone walls are a sign of wealth to be sure, but of wealth well managed and loathing careless excess.
"They depict our history," Ser Warrick explains, as your eyes travel along the scene.
"Our exile from the Mander..." He points to a tapestry depicting men in orange tabards chasing off a remarkably well endowed mermaid.
"Our journey across the sea, past the Arbor and Dorne, the Stormlands and the Vale..." This next one depicted a ship, fat with merfolk as they sailed past a winery and a desert, through a storm and the crags of treacherous mountains. Turned away at each landing by the folk who lived there, back to their ships to sail away again.
"...until we reached the North at last, and the King of Winter welcomed us into his home." The last set shows a great wolf the size of a house with deep grey fur standing upon the cliffs where the castle of White Harbor would one day be erected. Appraising them with bright golden eyes, but not turning the fishfolk away. It welcomes them to its den, out from the thick snows of winter, and when spring came the wolf pups and the merfolk ran and swam together as brother and sister under the wolf-king's watchful eyes. "Though I suppose it's Lord Paramount of the North, now. King... I should say, Lord Torrhen made the wise decision, and knelt before the Dragon King rather than waste the lives of his people for the sake of pride."
"You don't seem too distressed to be under new management," you observe, looking for a shift in Ser Warrick's demeanor.
He gives a simple shrug. "It hardly changes matters. We still serve our Ki... Lord Paramount, and our independence remains largely intact for our liege's wisdom. It's the fools who thought they could win against the Black Dread that shall find the Targaryens nosing into their business. Ah, that's the Dragon King's dragon, a great beast the size of a castle - and that is no exaggeration. I had the privilege to see the beast myself when K... Lord Torrhen marched south."
He gets a faraway look in his eye. "It's size was simply... tremendous."
[Yet meaningless against entropy all the same.] Aleph-1 whispers in your ear. [How sorrowful it must be, a monster born without purpose, made to bring an end to the meaningless lives of those who are but ants beneath the breadth of its wings. Though it in truth is but a gnat among gnats...]
You do not comment. Not upon Warrick's look nor Aleph-1's babbling. Your sense of scale is warped by the Threnodian bound to your body and soul. A monster merely the size of a castle would be a formidable beast, to be sure, yet the Exostrider's sword alone held up the false sky of Lahai-Roi. A weapon made for a mechanical titan the size of a mountain, that sealed away a collapsing singularity - a necrostar given sapience - the size of a planet. Instead, you simply nod along and allow him a moment to reminisce..
"Ah, here we are!" You finally arrive at a great set of oaken doors set with polished and well oiled iron bent into a tapesty of its own. One depicting the well endowed mermaid, the crowned wolf, and what you can only assume to be the many totem beasts of the Manderly's peers in the north gathered around a table. Ser Warrick offers his hand, "If I may escort you in, Madame Denia? I do not mean to presume, but it might ease things considering..."
He takes a meaningfull look at your starstack.
Of course, you know his game. You're a devious woman, not the sort of simpleton who gets swept off their feet by men who happen to be just a bit charming. Leave that to Sigrika, that poor girl needs protection and unless he intervened, she would certainly have her kind nature get taken advantage of by someone unscrupulous. Taking his hand, you say, "Very well."
He pushes open the door, and it looks like the feast is right on the verge of beginning. All manner of folk are there, some dressed in finery that makes you wonder if you should have conjured something fancier for the day, other dressed down in simple but well put together outfits. The same totems on the door can be seen throughout the hall: a pink man t-posing with prominent veins, a great lumbering bear, a bull moose, a flock of gulls, a white hound, a bearded giant with broken shackles, a horse with a flaming red mane, and at the high table a crocodile and that deep grey wolf flank the mermaid. Silence hushes over the crowd as people notice your starstack, hovering behind your head.
It gets more than a little awkward until a hefty man - with that pudgy and boyish sort of obesity that's more cute than hideous - lumbers to his feet and lifts a great gilded tusk filled with wine towards you in greeting. Taking a long swig, he puts it down and says, "Once again my brother has shown his talent for finding the most interesting jewels in all of White Harbor to accompany him. Don't feel obligated to forgive anything foolish he does, and feel free to take offense at his braggart tongue, for my dear and beloved brother is as boastful as he is valiant. Now, now, what are you waiting for Warrick? Introduce the poor lady before our soups get cold!"
The knight has the courtesy to get a bit red in the ears. "Of course, brother. Allow me to introduce the Lady Denia, an honored sorceress who has come to visit our fair White Harbor from the far-off land of Lahai-Roi. I took it upon myself to extend the hospitality of our-"
"Can you do magic!?" A boy you had overlooked, who could be no older than seven or eight years, looks at you with wonder in his eyes. He wears a rather adorable green doublet sewn with the likeness of a merman carrying a trident... putting two and two together, you realize that this must be the birthday boy, young Theomore. He turns to the rather hefty man who must be Lord Manderly, and asks, "Father, father, is it okay if she does magic?" >Wait for the local lord to say it's okay to put on a little show. >Play the imperious and might sorceress, for you are no conjurer of cheap tricks! >Play the imperious and might sorceress, for you are no conjurer of cheap tricks... and then make the boy a little merman plush. >BUBBLES FOR THE BIRTHDAY BOY! IN LARGE QUANTITIES! >Write in.
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AnonymousID:FxV5jDwD06/11/26(Thu)00:08:11
>>6426269 >>Play the imperious and might sorceress, for you are no conjurer of cheap tricks... and then make the boy a little merman plush.