Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support
late caturday edition ^w^
hello >How are you doing today? >Any plans for today? >When was the last time you hurt yourself? >Why did you hurt yourself? >Is there anything bothering you right now?
> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy): https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7
>a first aid post cuting: https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/
>a wound care guide: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic
>a bpd workbook: https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read
>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good) https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c
>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy) workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone: https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf
Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84762868 hayaaa :DD >Kinda bad? D: >Ran out of cigs, got no money and school tmr.. sounds sucky gonna be a long day at school? >cuz I dont wanna sleep have fun and don't pass out tomorrow >Feeling a bit sick, maybe allergies?
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YvKi!!P7rbFwNBOKk06/07/26(Sun)20:37:51
>>84763038 >gonna be a long day at school? 8 am to 4pm.. gonna be home at around 7 :s
>have fun and don't pass out tomorrow tyy :3
>maybe allergies? noo.. just feeling a little bit light headed / dizzy..
>>84763033 >eya hope you feel better soon and everything <3 tyyy :D
>btw what's your favorite bo3 zombies map? ascension defo. love ittt
>>84763234 >8 am to 4pm XwX >tyy :3 no prob are you playing with friends? >just feeling a little bit light headed / dizzy.. well better than yesterdays headache
>>84763707 >well maybe you could find someone been trying to find people for 2 years now. not just for games but just to have some friends. but guess what. it never worked :D
>>84763716 well it's not much but you have us :3 though I don't play tarkov haha xP but not that long ago we all played minecraft and we might do that again just gotta find some time and ask everyone about it and maybe discardedanon could set up a server Would you like to play some minecraft? or maybe there's some free funny multiplayer game we could all play?? >maybe its just what i deserve ;p nope picrel
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YvKi!!P7rbFwNBOKk06/07/26(Sun)22:15:07
>>84763861 >well it's not much but you have us :3 yeah, n all are the only people i talk to. glad i found this thread..
>Would you like to play some minecraft? having a server sounds fun. maybs ill join in someday. ill keep that in mind
>or maybe there's some free funny multiplayer game we could all play hmm the only big f2p game that comes to my mind rn is destiny 2..
>picrel :')
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Anonymous06/07/26(Sun)22:15:38
>>84762690(OP) Cat! Glad to see you're still around. I haven't been on here in a couple months. How have you been? I dont remember exactly what I said but I do remember posting in your thread a couple months ago when I was planning on killing myself. Ended up committing myself to a psychward instead. Probably the best thing I could have done. Finally found some meds that are really helping and I think I might actually be able to do something with my life for once. As long as the meds and this mental stability I've found continues to hold, anyway. Hope you're doing well.
>>84763934 >all are the only people i talk to. same! besides one guy I go on bike rides with sometimes but besides that we don't really talk > glad i found this thread.. happy to have you ^^ >having a server sounds fun it probably won't be like a long thing just a day or maybe a couple >hmm the only big f2p game hmmmm I'll think there probably is some free friend slop that will run on my potato >:') :D
>>84763936 hello ^^ >haven't been on here in a couple months aw and I'm glad you're here to give us an update on how you're doing :> >How have you been? hm let's see I failed uni some time ago, I am mostly chilling now sitting at home and going on bikerides and working on maps >committing myself to a psychward instead. good choice! >best thing I could have done. wow very glad to hear it's helped you!! I've heard it doesn't always work out like that I guess you got in contact with a doctor at the ward and they got you meds? >meds and this mental stability I've found continues to hold best of luucckk >Hope you're doing well. thank you :3 and btw do you remember under what name you were posting those couple months ago?
>>84763987 heyo >bit more late heh ^^ but you are here! how are you? >no use to force myself when i'm in a mood like that. that's okay I missed a couple days too oh btw is that the bladerunner image you were looking for some time ago??
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/cat/!!SgPoFc5Qpgy06/07/26(Sun)22:43:01
>>84764062 heya >today and yesterday were kinda something happened or you just weren't feeling well? >smoked a bit and now i'm alr it's good it helped you get better though I hope you don't rely on it too much fren
>>84764083 hi anon o/ >Where does one ideally nowhere why does one stats cutting?
goodnight to those going to bed and hi to the ones still up
>>84764120 >something happened or you just weren't feeling well? some things happened ig. >you don't rely on it too much fren i try not to but sometimes it's quite difficult
>>84764041 >hope u feel better soon!! :< thank you. would be nice, but i'm not convinced it will get better soon. everything is just feeling off. but enough of that. how was your weekend? saw you posted your record player setup last thread. how is it?
>>84764062 hey, dude. glad you're ok. what's been bothering you?
>>84764097 >but you are here! no place i'd rather be.
>how are you? not that great. met with some friends yesterday to play a game, but it's just no fun to me anymore. game's devs just been changing the rules in the wrong direction. we also ordered some food and the guys got my order wrong. just a shit day all around. today i was still hung up about it. did you have a good weekend at least?
>that's okay I missed a couple days too as long as we get back to it, it shouldn't be too bad.
>is that the bladerunner image you were looking for yup. someone posted in the the diy-thread on /a/. lucky me.
>>84764261 >'m not convinced it will get better soon. everything is just feeling off. sorry to hear that... :<
>how was your weekend? pretty boring ig.. just played games :s
>saw you posted your record player setup last thread. how is it? its good! n i loooove 2 records i have here. gotta fix the speed a bit but other than that i looove it :D
Evening everyone, hope you're all well. I'll probably head to bed soon, sorry if I've missed anyone.
>>84756182 >it was the same and sucked A surefire way to anger the player is to punish them for stuff largely out of their control... >that's actually sick I can't think of anything else that has that level of depth for fictional bands. I think there's 26 different bands, all with their own lore and distinct (enough) sound from each other. https://splatoonwiki.org/wiki/List_of_bands_in_the_Splatoon_series I would have loved it as an autistic kid. >that must have really sucked then It wasn't too bad since I don't have much desire to leave the house in the first place. >i plan to go no contact the second i leave That's fair enough if you think it's warranted although it could bite you in the ass if you need them for anything later. Hopefully you can do that sooner than later if they're more trouble than it's worth.
>>84762868 >Feeling a bit sick, idk tho.. I feel like lots of anons are getting ill. I hope I didn't pass my sickness on to any of you.
>>84763936 Great to hear you're doing better, anon. Feel free to stick around in the thread if you'd like.
>>84763861 >maybe discardedanon could set up a server I might have to delay this until early July (on account of not wanting to get too distracted before an extremely important deadline). I hope that's not too long of a delay. But I'm more than happy to host it once I'm freed up.
>>84764278 >sorry to hear that... :< no worries. i get like that sometimes. i'll get better eventually.
>just played games :s same. mostly played control. should be getting close to the end now, i think. i played a lot today... what games did you play?
>>84764282 >I'll probably head to bed soon sleep well!
>Better late than never. true, true. i just don't like that this is how it is now. :/ anyways, i was talking about that kitchen appliance last thread and you asked which one it was. took me a bit to find it again, but it is called the suvie kitchen robot. these kind of all in one solutions seem to be the latest fad.
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YvKi!!P7rbFwNBOKk06/07/26(Sun)23:37:36
>>84764451 >what games did you play? too many.. far cry 5, black ops 3, rainbow six, clone hero..
probs gonna spend the whole night playing r6 so i can then pass out in school tmr :p
>>84764282 good evening > surefire way to anger the player is to punish them for stuff largely out of their control... exactly, main reason i fell out with the game, just felt like i could do great but still lose > think there's 26 different bands dang so in depth, always nice too see a game care about the lore and world >I would have loved it as an autistic kid same x3 >It wasn't too bad since I don't have much desire to leave the house in the first place. fair, fair. i've always hated being inside all day but also outside sucks too x3 >spoiler yea that's what i'm scared of, i've never been independent before, and im not rich, and don't have anyone near i could go to if things go bad, but for me idk they just ruined a large chunk of my life, so im trying to not have to deal with them ever
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YvKi!!P7rbFwNBOKk06/07/26(Sun)23:46:27
>>84764538 >super fun and easy to play for hours frr its just so chill... too bad not many people play it.. at least on ps5 :s
also why tf is ur pic called "life is gay" lmao TwT
>>84764493 >far cry 5, black ops 3, rainbow six, clone hero.. lots of shooters in there. your favorite genre? and what's clone hero?
>spend the whole night playing r6 so i can then pass out in school tmr :p sounds like a plan. maybe not the best plan, but a plan nonetheless. any kind of gamemode you prefer? don't know much about r6. played it way back when it was an actual swat team simulator.
>>84764538 >its alright not alright :< just make sure to take care of it.
>did a little yesterday tho. you? same. just the 10 minute one. i really like that. get's right to the point without overstaying it's welcome. today i felt too bad to even do that, though. i'll try again tomorrow.
>>84764597 >just some stuff in my personal life I guess alright, i won't pry. cool pic, though.
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YvKi (on phone)06/08/26(Mon)00:16:57
>>84764665 >your favorite genre? Not really.. dont have a fav genre desu
>whats clone hero Open source pc port of guitar hero
>gamemode Just playing quick match bomb rn. Dont really like secure area or hostage :/
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yuanon06/08/26(Mon)00:30:00
>>84764785 >dont have a fav genre desu i see. you've got an eclectic taste. for me it's mostly soulslikes and metroidvanias with the odd roguelite in between. was really into rts and point&click adventures, but both of those are pretty dead these days.
>Open source pc port of guitar hero do you have a proper controller for that? i was always pretty bad at those games.
>Just playing quick match bomb rn is that like a counterstrike mode?
>Dont really like secure area or hostage :/ i also tend to hone in on one mode and never bother with anything else. friend always tried to get me into fun-modes in dota. always hated those. >:[
should try to get some sleep. good night, everone!
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YvKi!!P7rbFwNBOKk06/08/26(Mon)00:34:03
>>84764878 >and metroidvanias those are amaaaazing
>rts and point&click adventures played a shit ton of RTS during homeschooling. thats the reason why i had 800 hours in company of heroes 2 on my old steam acc
>do you have a proper controller for that? yea i play tournaments. same as for smash bros melee
>is that like a counterstrike mode? mm kinda yea!
>friend always tried to get me into fun-modes in dota. installed dota a few days ago but didnt play it yet. im more of a league guy xD
>>84764561 >too bad not many people play it.. at least on ps5 :s awe that sucks :( >also why tf is ur pic called "life is gay" lmao TwT just am in a very gay mood ig, got the femboy cloths on
>>84764597 >hey man, whats up? hope you're doing alright hey not much really, school ended now so am incredibly bored. what's been up with you?
>>84764665 > just make sure to take care of it. i will, i will > just the 10 minute one. i really like that. get's right to the point without overstaying it's welcome. today i felt too bad to even do that, though. i'll try again tomorrow. oh im sorry about that, definatly can be weird working out on the weekend to me
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chevalier06/08/26(Mon)00:51:45
>>84765013 >so am incredibly bored. maybe go to bed early? >what's been up with you? high af listening to my old playlists
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YvKi!!P7rbFwNBOKk06/08/26(Mon)00:59:14
>>84765013 >got the femboy cloths on yooo :o (lowk same..)
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white gator06/08/26(Mon)01:22:22
>>84765069 >maybe go to bed early? yea probally will end up doing that >high af listening to my old playlists nice :] sounds very relaxing and chill
>cutters >no image posted fucking larpers, learn to gatekeep this shit better
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/Okabe/!!ifs9tMevQTH06/08/26(Mon)02:54:19
Checking in. I don't quite feel like myself. I'm at a crossroads in my life where I really need to get my act together: I have to find a viable career path, move out of the house, pursue my passions, find love and...I just can't. I'm paralyzed by either fear or depression. I don't know how to move on.
I wish I had my heart back. I used to be so full of passion when I was young, but slowly it's been drained from me. I'm scared I'll become a soulless husk of a man.
>>84764451 >the suvie kitchen robot It's pretty neat but it looks very expensive. To be honest the usecase is probably people in my situation but I wouldn't get one if I had a full-size kitchen. >these kind of all in one solutions seem to be the latest fad What else do you sell the man who has everything?
>>84764549 >i've never been independent before It's not too bad. I was thrown in at the deep end by moving to another continent alone and it was very overwhelming, but once you figure out how to buy food you'll probably be fine. >idk they just ruined a large chunk of my life, so im trying to not have to deal with them ever That's fair enough. I don't hold any resentment towards mine, but my definitely got less stressful after moving out, despite having more responsibilities. If you've got any questions about the practicalities I'm happy to answer them (and I'm sure other posters will be too).
>>84765980 Sorry to hear that Okabe. I was in a similar spot when I was a NEET for a few years and to be honest I'm not really sure what changed to get me out of it. I remember trying to learn game development around then, so it might help to focus on a project or learning a new skill if you can find the energy.
>>84768170 It's a small world. Was it nice seeing him, at least?
>>84762690(OP) I know its better to not send drastic images but what are your thoughts on my first cuts? Did them some days ago. I threw away the blades after some friends asked me to and also because I think it was the best choice but I still have in mind the thought of cutting myself when Im too stressed
>>84769610 My thoughts are: if you absolutely have to keep cutting. Never ever go deeper than that. I regularly went into the fat tissue and my arms are now deformed forever.
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Anonymous06/08/26(Mon)16:41:49
>>84769610 Also it goes without saying: you shouldn't cut yourself. Or intentionally harm yourself in any way. Be it physical or mental. Speak to a professional and hope they can help you. t. >>84770445
>>84771112 That's great. But for it to keep you from doing it again you should try to think for yourself: why did you do it in the first place? Was it an impulse? Was it planned for a while? What function did it fill for you in the short term? In the long term? Whenever the thought comes for you the next time that you should hurt yourself, how should you respond to the thought? Or do you even have to respond to the thought or just let it slip? Thoughts are just your brain making up things in the present. Don't reply to us here, but take a deep look within yourself. And be honest with yourself about what you think and feel. Hopefully you will come out stronger from this the next time your brain tells you dumb shit. And if you think you will do this again, talk to a professional. They are experienced in this kind of stuff and can help you. :)
>>84762690(OP) I got another retail job offer today. I planned on turning it down because I have better options right now. The manager talked so fast, I never had a chance. Someone finally pushed an my HVAC application forward. Turns out, it was auto rejected and a referral over turned that decision. That really sucks, but I guess I should take advantage. >>84771008 hi cat, how's your day?
good afternoon/evening everyone ! went on a little walk today was nice went pretty late too (1 pm) since my parent weren't home. did wear a skirt and stuff so lot of people starring, also was raining so that was really nice <3
>>84767692 heya cat, see anything cool while you were out?
>>84769450 >. I was thrown in at the deep end by moving to another continent alone and it was very overwhelming oh yea that sounds really hard, i wanted to do the same but im not nearly ready for anything like that i dont think lol. good you got it all figured out :) >any questions about the practicalities I'm happy to answer them okay i'll just say a few be happy to answer or not. how do you move out, like how does that work? and like how do you go to uni and stuff? how do you find a place to live and rent?
>>84771832 > The manager talked so fast, I never had a chance. there really good at there job then haha > auto rejected and a referral over turned that decision. of that's weird then, sounds annyong to deal with