/r9k/ — /letter thread/

I beat you this time... Now it is this thread that must commit harakiri.
Or have you no honor?

I want you. All of you. Every last drop of you and only you.

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Here for your
e n t e r t a i n m e n t

>>84817024
Sounds like From moon to sun

>>84817083
It's not fag. Stop replying to me.

>>84817198
Don't copy my words then
~~~~~
I hear her tell me something similar, her body pressed against mine, feeling our perfect fit.

Her voice, the heat of her breath as she breaths truth.

>MM
>I love you M
>Its you, it's always been you
>My Home

Hard bein' an M witout'yr M

>tHiS sOuNdS lIeK iTs FoR mE
>mY wOrDs

KyS rTd

We See through the Static
We don't stop at Goodnight
Nothing can fester where we have Honest and Unconditional Meeting at that place we'll reduce to rubble as merely part of our Homecoming Dance

https://youtu.be/P4SRHNycozM

>>84817489
Are you in distress, under duress, playing Hexagonal chess? Need to be held against m'breast?

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8s9mrWX/

>>84817301
You are just upset because I naturally am who she loves and you need need to act and use my words from my letters to act like a 2nd hand copy of me. That's the only reason she ever gave you attention. That and your larp lies.

Press [PLAY] and dwell with me for a bit
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Cyx2CWBVfDE&si=Nt2QwFg2OddEjhvs [Embed]

My moon,

In the morning when I wake
And the sun is coming through,
Oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness,
And you fill my head with you.

Shall I write it in a letter?
Shall I try to get it down?
Oh, you fill my head with pieces
Of a song I can't get out.

Can I be close to you?

Can I take you to a moment
Where the fields are painted gold
And the trees are filled with memories
Of the feelings never told?

When the evening pulls the sun down,
And the day is almost through,
Oh, the whole world it is sleeping,
But my world is you.

Can I be close to you?

All of my heart,
Sun

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Martian moonset

>>84817977
Beneath your photo of twilight, where the sun and moon find each other, you have a path leading to waves onto our shore.

You did that because thinking of me, of us on our shore brings you comfort.

My heart,
Sun

I hate how I can't even make a real post on here because of how many LARPers there are and how many ARGs they having going on. Go make a LARP thread if you want to play pretend

Bemidj' ain't too far by little green car..

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>>84817993
https://files.catbox.moe/y3j0xl.mov

Let not your left hand forget what your right hand has learned in your absence.
Let nothing in me move without remembering you in the movement.
If I give, I give as one who knows you would have given too.
If I withhold, I withhold as one who has already weighed it against your silence.

Let no part of me act as though it is alone.
Even in secrecy, let me be honest in your direction.
Even in distance, let my smallest choices carry the echo of you.

Not to be seen. Not to be proven.
But because what is between us has already made witness of everything I do.

>>84818106
Cute.
Its good to know I bring you comfort,
Our shore,
Mike

>>84818296
Comfort is indeed an understatement. I couldn't remember half the things I should be never forgiven for, laced and backtraced...
But the man inside my computer always kept me safe from harm.
M

>>84818349
Maria

>"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"

>I see the truth in your eyes when you say you love me more.

>"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

>"Mike, I love you, remember that."

>"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you"

>"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

>"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

>"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

>"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

>"My Mike"

Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

A estrada do sol
O comeco de tudo
E as nuvens que agora se afastam
Mostrando um caminho que esta sempre la

E que e qualquer lado que a gente quiser caminhar

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=DQ48DeooyTQ&si=lS6QTkm3yB1Fd_ZI

https://youtu.be/-qzedx4U5wg

Light on water always takes on angelic forms if you watch it sparkle long enough

>>84818416
Reflects off the candle I hold lit for you

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>>84818456
https://youtu.be/xakY7tEKUcQ

I'm making small candles soon with the mother batch of wax I've poured almost-spent candles into since I was a little girl. I wish I could send some to my brothers in Letter. Makes me wish I had a signature scent to imbue, but mine is not having one, I suppose.

I have to repress myself to fight the urge to harm others. It's constant agony and pain.
My life has been nothing but abuse, and no one cares. I want to contribute to the extinction of humanity.

For the cute girl with a beautiful heart.
https://youtu.be/RupCDZgI2A4

>>84818494
I'm so happy you get to do something fulfilling like that. Reaching goals feels good. That is kind of you to share. I think making it smell like your clothes at at the end of the day comforting
-sun

>>84818521
I stop and think about love with her. That helps to dwell home.

>>84818570
I feel the same for my moon
-sun

We're only young and naive still
We require certain skills
The mood it changes like the wind
Hard to control when it begins

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Can't help myself but count the flaws
Claw my way out through these walls
One temporary escape
Feel it start to permeate

We lie beneath the stars at night
Our hands gripping each other tight
You keep my secrets hope to die
Promises, swear them to the sky

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

As it withers
Brittle it shakes
Can you whisper?
As it crumbles and breaks
As you shiver
Count up all your mistakes
Pair of forgivers
Let go before it's too late

Can you whisper?
Can you whisper?
Can you whisper?
Can you whisper?

The bittersweet between my teeth
Trying to find the in-betweens
Fall back in love eventually
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

(Can you whisper?)
The bittersweet between my teeth
(Can you whisper?)
Trying to find the in-betweens
(Can you whisper?)
Fall back in love eventually
(Can you whisper?)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Actually I was responding that I feel the same for my moon to this post
>>84818540

https://youtu.be/spWT1BW0EXE

https://youtu.be/hyzAnh7keVw

Anastasia,
Please miss me. Please need me. Please come back.
- benito

https://youtu.be/U2i9H74mKP4

https://youtu.be/xcCkpYB-81E

C

I don't know if you check these threads or not anymore. I miss when we were closer, I hate that we fell out of contact for a couple months because it feels like everything's been different since then.

I know you have a life outside of the phone, but I genuinely consider you my best friend. I met you at a very low point in my life, when my two best friends abandoned me and I was largely alone outside of a few shallow friendships. Finding out that you had a situation similar to mine in the past made me feel so much closer to you, I felt like there was someone out there who understood me. You're an incredibly important person to me, and one of the most interesting that I've met.

We don't call a lot, but when we do I love that I can ask how're you doing or ask what you're up to and then I'll get a five minute response out of you. It's great. I love the way you talk, you have a very distinctive way of speaking that I enjoy hearing. I like that even though we're different in a few different ways, you've stuck with me and been able to help me out when I've been struggling, even when I don't always listen or do what's right you try to push me towards what's right.

I know you're in a tough spot right now but I know things won't be like this forever. There are times when I wish we were compatible, and that I could give you the life you dream of. Regardless of any such feelings, if I could give you the world I could. I always mention you by name when I pray and have thanked God for you specifically so many times before. I know you have other people in your life, but you're my greatest friend and I hope I never lose you.

Sorry if I've contributed towards any of the stress you've been enduring recently, and for sounding sappy and gay, my emotions get funky at night. Hope you feel better soon, if you're lurking on here

I'm posting in this thread by court order. Everything God promised will come true, put your faith in Jesus Christ of Nazareth and respect, honor, glory on the name of YHWH the one true God.

Another pointless day wasted. I don't really see what the point of going on is. Nothing changes, and I don't have the energy to change things or the brain power. Sometimes I just want to plunge a knife straight to my throat and have this be over with.

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I still miss Wren

i hate crying on this website because it feels like a dime a squared dozen but what you people dont understand is that my problems are uniquely difficult and.. just unique, actually, period
and mike's annoying as fuck jesus kys

>>84818911
Same fag Colton. Rot.

>>84818922
One of the reasons I know I'll have my moon. God always keeps his promises and I know I will not be at a loss when it's time I receive them. God always gives back 10x as much as he took. He always makes things right.
-sun

>>84819117
Being praised last letter thread for what I wrote shows me you are just butt hurt in some way.

>>84818106
Those look like hands lovely for holding.
Why didn't you talk in the video?

Posting his ugly ass mug usually shuts him up for a few hours fyi

>>84817003
I was pretty distraught to see the red envelope still up, but thankfully it's just a new thread.
This is it for me, I hate the people that visit this board, good luck to you and goodbye.

I understand I handled that extremely poorly. I'm so sorry. I love you more than anything. I wish there was more I could do for you, but it seems like whenever I try I make things better I just make it worse somehow. To the point where you don't even want to play videogames together. None of that is how I ever want to make you feel. I don't mean to be inconsistent. Or make you feel like I'm mad at you. There is just a lot of things going on right now that make it so I have to adapt, and change what I'm doing to try to better meet your needs. I don't have an issue with that from my side of things, but I can imagine that it's not facilitating feelings of stability given the turbulence of the current situation.

I don't know if this would be something that ever works for you. Even if I try, and listen to your feedback. I feel I am able to genuinely consider what you have to tell me, and make genuine changes to help. I even feel good about some things I have made changes on. But it might be too much. When you shut down. I assume you want to be left alone. I absolutetly want to hold you, and be there for you. I also know you prefer to be alone at times. It's hard to gauge what you prefer at any given moment. Where clear communication would really help me on that. If it even matters at this point. I just want to do right by you.

Whatever you decide I will do my best to help, and support you like always. I don't have "buyer's remorse" or ever will. I love you. I want you to be well. Whether with me, or somewhere else with more structure. I'm sorry for everything. I still want to make things work if that is something you feel you want. I will always work together with you to make a good future for us. I understand if you need time, or it's not something you desire any longer. I just want you to be healthy, and get to a point where you can get some of your life back. I want you to have that satisfaction again. To know that you did it, and that you never have to do it alone.

No need to be stressing out about it. It's not my time yet

>>84820936
Initial?

>>84819325
Not for anyone named Colton, go away

>>84821376
She knows it's for her if she sees it. So no need. If you have to ask it's not towards you. No offense. Apologies if you think that was for you.

>>84821405
I just want to clarify this wasn't me just in case. I'm pretty in the flow with understanding we're both expressing about our Loves even when (You)ing eachother in a way that could make people think we're saying it *to* eachother

Meilleure T(empete de Neige)

I don't have much time left. I gotta enjoy everything as much as possible

>>84821405
Is the initial N? Feel like you may be an A

>tfw entire life ruined and everyone says youre a schizo because some redheaded foid doxxed you

Sorry, just confused on what you wanted but you told me and I only heard what I wanted to again. It's not your fault. The blame lies with me. I'm my own biggest enemy and I hate that. I hate that no one can see how good I could be. How much I could do if I had anyone there with me. It's so damn frustrating. I could do that for anyone else but me and no one cares enough to do that for me. I don't want to be this way anymore.

https://youtu.be/z3uKfNn8Qtc

>>84821734
I'm kind of out of it. I'm just posting to get it off my chest so to speak. I don't expect an answer from my person, and it's just a way to get my feelings out there without it having to be a direct thing. If they do answer, I'll know.
>>84821741
Nope. Again, if you have to ask. Not your person or about you. Sorry.

>>84821849
No yeah, you don't have to continue that, I just meant I understood and appreciated the kindred spirit of it all