/r9k/ — do you still have any goals and dreams even though you're st

maybe one day i will go back to the mental health community center and try to enjoy myself

>>84821257 (OP)
It would be nice to lose weight and get fit. Renovate and decorate my new home. Get my license for my job. Or get in a threesome with my girlfriend and her hot lesbian friend. Maybe somehow get some semi-passive income rolling in. Those are the clearest goals right now.

>>84821257 (OP)
no i don't have any dreams at all

>>84821257 (OP)
Nah, I stopped having dreams and hopes the moment I turned 23.

>>84821396
Webm should gibe you enough fuel

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>>84821257 (OP)
I'm going to release a million dollar video game franchise. Then spend it all on crack.

>>84821257 (OP)
My dream is burying my face between those ass cheeks.

>>84822017
There has to be more to life than just that.

>>84821257 (OP)
Literally built for asian men

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>>84821257 (OP)
>do you still have any goals and dreams
absolute extinction of the human race mite b cool

>>84821257 (OP)
Her asian bf won

>>84821257 (OP)
Making money. Being happy. Getting my Euro ex back or a new one

>>84821257 (OP)
>goals and dreams
Either become a millionaire or kms

>>84821257 (OP)
I wish to own a large plot of land where I can live unbothered by the larger world outside. I wish to live there peacefully with a loving wife.

>>84822170
A worthy goal to pursue desu

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I always wanted to live somewhere private and secluded, invest in some decent camera and lighting equipment, and get a couple big dogs and just film a bunch of quality amateur gay zoo porn with them.

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>>84821257 (OP)
I want to get laid once without paying for it but honestly I am not trying too hard to reach that goal. Other than that I'd like to travel more but I have no specific plans. I am passive as hell and being a sea cucumber in my next life would be oke by me.

>>84821257 (OP)
this is how I imagine any positive aspects of having a sister when yall arent arguing

>>84822684
Top 10 4chin comments ain't it

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I don't desire anything outside of simple sensory pleasures like cigarettes, alcohol and food

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>>84821257 (OP)
My goals
>build a 2+ wife harem progess:1
>Finish my book and post it on a web novel site, progress:100,000~words/probably way more than 100,000 words
>Live on a homestead and chill all day progress:one failed property buying attempt that cost me $2000

I want to live on a farm. Long hair, long beard, stern expression, straw hat it summer felt in the winter, always and only plain dress. Own water, own woods, own solar own fruit/nuts/vegetables/meat.
I will be a feral terrorist, opposite domestic terrorist. This will involve science, engineering, and philosophy using natural materials and low tech solutions to maximize comfy and align with whatever the opposite of western values are. It's a pacifist rejection of the idea of work, subjugation, brutality, hatred, basically everything loathsome in the world. A well designed and fully integrated 15 acres is enough to provide for a large family without working.
Cellaring, canning, freezing, drying, food is easy. Water comes from the sky to be collected, filtered, and then routed to a delivery system. Wood provides heat for cooking and warmth, infinitely renewable.
The trick here is subverting the ways of the world, stealing their evil to make it good. Solar panels are cheap, provide a lifetime of electricity. Batteries there's a lot of chemistries and may or may not be worth learning. Surely someone is interested in it so that will be for someone else to figure out. Inverters and charging is the trickier one but no one is keeping score, just buy it. The goal is not working, finding the path of least resistance.

>>84821257 (OP)
I have big dreams at work then I get home masturbate and cry

>>84821257 (OP)
I'm stuck on 4chan because real life progress is slow and predictable. I know how long it will take me to save up for a car so I can get my own apartment and hopefully attract a girlfriend, the only possibility is that some emergency will set me back but it's not likely anything will shorten the wait.

I've tried basically everything I'm comfortable with to become internet famous or make a good wage without working too hard. My interactions with women and peers have mostly been humiliating and confusing. I play lottery and the stock market for a chance at turning things around, and I guess what I'd do if I got rich from that is live like a low rent Elon Musk, touring the world and paying attractive foreign women to raise my children while taking copious drugs to help me ignore all of the perfectly valid reasons I can't find true love.

>>84823602
You haven't tried properly
All it takes is ONE girl to say yes.
All it takes is ONE friend on your hobby group to get into a friend group
All it takes is ONE video to get popular

>>84821257 (OP)
That ass is not flashy, fancy or fitting to the standard, but somehow it is so fucking hot

>>84821257 (OP)
They should have used her PAWG body as the bodymodel for Ashley as well, not just the face

>>84823602
>true love.
Does not exist. Certainly not from women

>>84821257 (OP)
none of my dreams can come true, because i was born a man so no amount of surgery can make me attractice. women can get boob jobs, nose jobs, bucal fat removal (controversial but I happen to like the skeletal look), BBL's, labiaplasties, lip fillers and liposuction.

ON TOP OF getting to wear makeup, wigs, heels and form fitting clothes with padding in them to make your tits/ass look bigger without judgement.

Meanwhile a guy gets mocked for wearing lifts or stuffing his boxers. As a man there is so little you can do to fix being ugly that is socially acceptable. What's the point of having dreams if they'll never come true? I'll never be beautiful. I'll never be desired. I'll never know what it's like to be lusted over. Meanwhile women wake up and get so much attention they quit dating apps because it's too much. That's like leaving a buffet because there's too much food
>inb4 some foid says none of the food is good
BITCH AT LEAST YOU GET TO EAT SOMETHING. I'M OVER HERE STARVING TO DEATH AND YOUR HERE THROWING OUT PERFECTLY GOOD BREAD BECAUSE IT'S NOT SIRLOIN STEAK

god I hate being a man. I just want to know what it's like to be desired. it's not fair bros

>>84823874
>incel says he tried
>>you havent tried properly
you people are so insufferable. people do not have infinite willpower. effort that doesnt get rewarded stops being made. Other people dont have to try this hard and this builds resentment

>>84821257 (OP)
Let me slap that butt hore shet

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>>84821257 (OP)
>do you still have any goals and dreams even though you're stuck in 4chan?

Becoming a God; destroying the whole Universe just for fun; become the most hated and evil being in all existence; becoming one with nothingness.

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>>84821257 (OP)
>goals
No, I lack the discipline and resolve to work towards goals long-term

>dreams
Learn guitar, get a better-paying job that I don't mind, get a cute chubby autistic white gf who can make me laugh

>>84825000
Bro you can go on grindr any day and be plenty desired.

>>84821257 (OP)
I lost weight. Went from 225 to 163. Still not happy. Though there has been some social improvements. Like people at work taking you more seriously when youre not a fat ass. Started dressing better as well.

Noticed Im out of shape. Started blasting testosterone. Look better. More muscle and veiny. Still not happy. Though Im only 20 days into the cycle and workout

30 male KHHV

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>>84823499
This is honestly the way. It's long past time to walk away from corrupt centralized systems. Cities are deathtraps, guaranteed to strip freedom and security away from humanity bit by bit. If only 10% of us go rural, tyranny becomes impossible and food security is guaranteed.

You can see in OP's post that once basic needs are met by the system, what remains are vacuous ego-driven fantasies which destroy those who strive to attain them.

>>84821257 (OP)
imagine grabbing and slapping that ass and hearing her moan and say "yes slap that ass" like every girl does

>>84821257 (OP)
>do you still have any goals and dreams even
No.
I am 38 years old and I feel my life is over the hill now. It would be only less, whatever I achieved (basically nothing) would remain my peak of the life, my course is downhill now.

>do you still have any goals and dreams even though you're stuck in 4chan?
Just having unpaid sex with a foid, and dying before 55 without ever waging again.

I mean... meaningful goals? Not really.

I would like to be able to eat more without having to force it or just not being able to stomach it, i would like to not be so dependant on meds, especially the benzo kind. I would like to improve my hygiene. I would like to learn to draw. I think i would like to learn sewing. I would like to be able to make some money to give to my Dad.

Stuff like that, but meaningful goals like go to a school, learn a big trade and be a big shot manager or CEO or something, no. I never really developed those in the first place, which i honestly think is good, because then the dissapointment would just hurt more than just never having the ambitions. Ever since my Mom forced me to go to normal kids school, i never learned almost a single thing there, and even before my diagnosis i knew i was fucked. I knew whatever i end up doing, i will be nowhere in life. Being on long-term mental disability and depending on my Dad to house me and help me and being the only reason why i have affordable rent is honestly worse than the "nothing" i expected out of my life when it comes to acomplishments, but at the same time of all the bottom feeder options, i'm glad i ended on this one. At least i get to spend time with him every day. It's a selfish thought, because i omega fucked up his life, but personally i'm happy he is around, and that i don't have to share him with another woman and can enjoy him just for myself.

And well... i suppose one of my goals is our relationship, i would like to advance to the next step. But at the same time i don't want this to be one of my goals, because it will likely only fuck things up.

But yeah, meaningful goals? Nope. I'm and will be a doomed doomer till the day i finally rot away to death. My guess is liver failure to be honest.

>>84826771
Anything is better than not improving

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>>84821257 (OP)
Nope. None at all. Been that way for as long as I can remember. Feels like I'm missing that spark or drive other people have. Idk whats wrong with me. If anything even is wrong.

I used to have big dreams of being a scientist, but I was fucked over by boomers and normalfags and realized that society is a piece of shit and my work would go to benefit normalfag assholes and roasties instead of people like me. Now I mostly just want to see all the people who ruined my life pay for what they did. I'd also like to get enough money to buy back physical copies of classic games. And maybe get laid again, but I don't know if I'm even capable of having a relationship now. Maybe if I get any money I'll just buy a dog.

>>84826771
This is pretty much me.

>>84821287
I lost some weight, but I still have more to go.

>>84821257 (OP) (OP)
No, im just staying at home doing nothing until i die. Im never going to get a gf, its way too risky and exhausting and its illegal to pay a prostitute, im just too fucking depressed to want to do anything and its been like this since as long as i can remember and nothing will change. Even if i wasn't disabled. Good job government for wasting so many thousands of dollars of tax payer money! Very well spent money on my public school education, lmao

>>84827870
The most funny part is that i know that the people that have the power to change this read those exact messages im typing right now but they don't care if thousands of people are too mindfucked to live, they just care about lording over people for the self-righteousness it provides them. Legalizing prostitution wouldn't make them feel like some mighty noblesse so it stays Just Like That.

>>84827911
But be sure if the subject of their days is about finding a new way to tax you suddenly they hear everything you have to say Very Well suddenly.

>>84821257 (OP)
>Get career
>Get house
>Get big booba wife
Completely unrealistic I know

Imagine paying the taxes if you're rich.

>>84821257 (OP)
I either want to make an incel fall in love with me orrr kill myself

>>84821257 (OP)
moving out of my sober living prison house so i can finally snort meth and smoke weed again

that is the closest thing to happiness I can actually achieve. its too late and I'm too much of a failure faggot to get a cute gf, real job, house, family etc.

>>84828145
I can assist you anon

>>84821257 (OP)
It's crazy she let that old asian guy nut in her

>>84828175
She's into everything but white guys, she said it so in an instagram story

>>84828159
>>84828145
Femcels and incels
It's fine