>>84828280(OP) If I were to share what is happening I'd become a lolcow, and I don't want to catch the attention of freaks that will only laugh at my misery.
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)14:06:25
>>84828280(OP) My grandmother wants me to go live with my uncle in America. She's constantly on my case about wasting my life away and thinks it will help me start over and get out more. I just think if I had access to a firearm I would've blown my head off already
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)14:08:13
>>84828360 > I just think if I had access to a firearm I would've blown my head off already kek made me laugh
>>84828280(OP) I contracted herpes and siphilis from two hookers after almost 30 years of KHVdom.
Why? Because women have ridiculous standards. Nowadays, it's easier to win a lottery than convince one female to be your gf. If I commit suicide, I'll credit the entire femalekind as my murderers.
Thank you for subscribing to my blog.
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)14:25:53
>>84828451 I don't understand why fucking is so important to you. Its awkward and weird if it isn't with someone you love
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)14:25:56
>>84828280(OP) All I do is work and cope and I am lonely. If I can never have a life partner I wish I could at least have one friend.
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)14:28:07
>>84828332 Crazy how this worlds problems is just people acting like a bunch of idiots
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)14:28:17
>>84828458 Yeah, but consider that no woman will ever love me. Do you also tell the homeless to not eat expired food from the trash can?
>>84828587 cont. I stay here any longer and the suffering will become so unbearable that I may not have the opportunity to logistically and cleanly exit otherwise
I dont want used puss and semen stained souls. And Id Rather die than run this homestead alone so im calling it here. Happy to be through with it all and thanks for reading my >loser got cucked heartbroken and an herod post
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)14:54:59
>>84828587 I don't think you should end your life over this girl. I think you've dodged a massive, life-ruining bullet, looking in from the outside. This sounds like a person who is a self-destructive tornado that will drag anyone and everyone close to her into her destruction. I know it hurts now, but time will heal you, and you'll come out better for it.
You're clearly a bright person from your prose and typing style. There's no need to snuff out such a young life.
What about your mom? Could you live for her? Why not get a pet, and live for it? Live for me, a random person who wanted to show you that even a stranger cares.
Things will get better
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)14:57:17
>>84828626 >>84828587 brvtal I'd hate to be you my guy. This is why I don't take fembot seriously
>>84828280(OP) >Tell us what's going on in your life Ex wife claimed I hit my son, has withheld visitation for over a month despite the fact that we have joint custody and CPS hasn't found me guilty of anything. No protective order, no substantiated claims, nothing. I went to the local courts THE DAY she denied me visitation and my court date for custody still isn't for another month and I'm pretty damn sure she's just gonna get a slap on the wrist which will basically tell her she can abuse the system and kidnap my kid for two months any time she wants.
I'm in a lot of debt and just barely starting to crawl my way out. Also a good portion of my house was destroyed and the company that fucked it up is trying to refuse to pay.
I stopped working out due to depression and not being able to afford my gym membership. Finally got back to it the other day and my cardio is shit and my lifts are shit too. Also gained damn near 30 pounds, but thankfully I've worked off about 8 so far.
I guess shit could be worse but man I'm tired. I'm not even 30 yet but I already feel so God damned old and like I've managed to ruin my life. I wish I could have deployed in GWOT and died in the sandbox but the war ended while I was in basic and I just ended up sitting in Georgia with my thumbs up my ass for almost 4 years. I feel like everything I want bites me in the ass and everything I work for turns to shit. I haven't felt this suicidal in a decade.
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Anonymous06/15/26(Mon)15:01:41
>>84828569 >I feel you. I've always worried so much in every relationship I was in. It's exhausting. I hope one day I can meet someone who doesn't make me feel that way. Good luck with the girl. I don't think there's anything wrong with her or anything he did she's been an angel to me so far I just wish I wasn't like this and I hope that it doesn't decrease my chances of succeeding with her I just keep it all inside