>>8137252 Thank you. I love my mom very much and when she passes I have no idea what I'm going to do. And that scares the living shit out of me.
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>>8132787 Me again, back with more great news. This time it's my mother-in-law. Cirrhosis. Can't get to her eat. Weak, confused. Pretty much half the stuff that happened with my father-in-law. Don't know how much my wife can handle in such a short time. She's tough, real tough, but God fuck it all she cannot catch a break.
>>8125991(OP) I'm an oldfag who was terminally irony poisoned for many years, and like a lot of oldfags I grew much older and became a huge moralfag in many ways. Got involved in a lot of bad circles when I was younger, and it brings me a lot of shame. I grew older, got a good career, and decided to break the conditioning of the internalized hatred inside my heart. Don't use imageboards much anymore but still come here for wallpapers among other things. So much for you're here forever, but I guess this site has its uses.
Anyhow, I came here to say this: I'm transgender and I'm proud of it. The more chuds tear me down the more motivated I am in life. Transition saved my life, and retards will tell me to kill myself for daring to pop my head in here, but I don't care, because transition saved me, and unlike the folks who cry about my existence, I'm truly happy. It's fair to say that nothing in this world has brought me as much joy and peace as gender transition, and I'm here to share my story :)
The students in my classes had some of the highest growth in the district if not the state, as proven by the dumbass state testing. Still, it's a massive win.
I've figured out a lot of problems, including emotional, I've been married 10 years, I have a house, I have the respect of people around me. Real Friends. We play RPGs every week at a massive gaming table I made with my own hands.
The biggest thing: Accepting my mother is a cunt. But it's okay, because my siblings and father accept that she is a narcissistic bitch, and just placate and manipulate her to get her to shut up. A much better turn of events when I was a kid, which was let her run roughshod through our lives. Learned to people please from her bullshit.
>>8135029 >>8131598 Shadow Work. There are things in your subconscious that need to be resolved. You're not going to feel perfect, but you'll notice that each day feels better and better, and a year or less from now it will hit you: compared to before, I'm actually doing much, much better.
>>8137773 I have never met a tranny that was actually happy. Or, once the pink cloud dissipated after a while, didn't regret it eventually. All my fellow millennial, but turned wok dipshit friends that did it around COVID and earlier detrans by 2023, or killed themselves.
What's worse is this social contagion, while heavily tampered down and dying, is still being spread among some of my students. Basically the kids that have shitty home lives and need somewhere to belong.
It doesn't make their life better, it makes it worse. Consistently. You're part of that poison.
Whether you like it or not. There are some shadows in your subconsciousness. Covering them up with hormones and false support and encouragement doesn't change that. You didn't address the real problem.
Trans really just is not accepting the mantle and responsibilities of addressing your issues. It's the rejection of the hero's journey, emotionally, in a sense.