I am considering suicide. I have already fucked up enough so dont hit me with all that "you have value" shit. I am just wondering how the afterlive would look for someone like me (if it would be better or worse), and if this decision would be worth it in the grand scheme of things.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)14:14:26
>>42526528(OP) How could you ever know? How could anyone? Closest we have is NDE reports but even those vary significantly. That’s the whole thing. It might get better. It might not. It might be nothingness. None are more likely than any other because we just don’t fucking know.
>>42526528(OP) ~Soul Vortex~ where you get Eaten then reincarnated as an object.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)14:16:57
>>42526528(OP) My attitude is that we are either in control of our destiny, or we are not. If we are in control, you can do whatever you want after you die. Reincarnate, go to some other realm, float around in the astral, etc. If we aren't in control, then we don't have any say anyway, so it's pointless to worry about what some third party might do to you. There is no basis for believing that our actions in this realm will actually factor in once we get to the other side
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)14:17:49
what afterlife? this is the one chance you had and you fucked it up. either cling on to whatever happiness you might yet still squeeze out of it or give it up.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)14:27:12
>>42526528(OP) It would be worse. The physical plane is the best place to be if you want to improve your existence.
the only buddhist sutta where buddha gives his consent to suicide is for a monk who is terminally ill and in extreme pain, and also already reached sotapanna, which is the first step on the nibbana path. to me, anything less than this specific scenario is a bad idea. you still have work to do here clearly, listen to >>42526572 and >>42526720 and ignore everyone else in this thread
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)15:29:41
>>42526528(OP) You got a sacrifice your life to do something good to acquire good karma that way dummy
>>42526528(OP) You will probably get harvested by Reptilians. Better to stay alive than see a fate worse than death.
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SneckoAnon06/10/26(Wed)15:38:32
>>42526528(OP) Nothing here will change by it. If you are prepared to live among your demons impersonating your close ones and friends then it will be like a dream. Dont know about memory though. Join us by using these numbers 57 67 23. Imagine phone or yourself picking up phone and let me know what it said. I’m helping ppl escape
>>42526528(OP) I'm being serious with this, I think they have deployed some sort of 'suicide' energy ray or some shit, since a month ago I had EXTREMELY INTENSE suicidal thoughts, like how you probably are feeling. They were beyond horrific and unlike anything I have seriously felt (had mild before, but this was new), lasted like 2-3 weeks then suddenly vanished. Even if it feels fully legit right now, when it wore off for me I realized I was being a full-blown retard and delusional. I would ensure you aren't being fucked with a glow-ray first. And second try to endure it for a few weeks at least
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)19:07:38
>>42526528(OP) You'll suffer for eternity no matter what if you kill yourself, so might as well kill some people you dont like while youre at it Kill some jews and I'll pray for youre punishment to be as light as possible
Don't do it anon, I pray for you fren. We should all see this shit show through to the end.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)19:39:36
>>42526528(OP) I'm high as fuck on Clonazepam, Pregabalin and Buprenorphine. Before you consider an heroing, then at least try to enjoy whatever time you have left. Also go to a psychiatrist.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)19:44:37
>>42526528(OP) You ever see a jar of marbles? Imagine that, but it's shaking/vibrating slightly. That's what the afterlife feels like until you rearrange into a proper organism(s).
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)19:46:02
>>42526528(OP) we're all in this together stop being a pussy i have to suffer you do too.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)19:52:13
>>42526528(OP) After you kill yourself the despair won't disappear. That's a safeguard to make sure people actually learn a lesson before reincarnation.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)20:05:56
>>42527967 There are no lessons to learn in pointless suffering. Tell your budddhist or whatever New Age idiocy to people who were brutally murdered or live in places like Haiti. What lessons do they learn? Nothing. We also learn nothing. No matter what knowledge, technology and World we leave to our children, we are born without any knowledge except simple instincts and die knowing nothing about what lies after death or what Universe truly is. We die as newborns. Everything people did to this point is to make their lives easier, decrease needless suffering before they inevitably die. You have no right to claim there's an afterlife or reincarnation. Those are stories written down by people who, again, needed a reason to cope with their suffering.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)20:11:26
>>42528005 Did you even read? Suicide has no relation to someone else getting murdered. Those are different things.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)20:36:04
>>42526528(OP) >and if this decision would be worth it in the grand scheme of things No, it won't be. It's a dumb decision for most people. The mind can be tuned out of whatever funk you're in. We're at the precipice of something big on this planet, and you're gonna check out early because....?
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)20:39:29
>>42528005 whys some anon parroting my talking points now. CIA cloned me ffs
I had 7 people close to me check out early because their pussies hurt. Every one of them just made life that much harder for the people they left behind. If the world is just materialistic, then of all possibility, you Exist when probability says that you should not. If reality is Idealistic and you check or early, it means you fail because you haven't even realized what the nature is the game is. So, either way, checking out early is the path of least resistance for the fags that can't complete shit. Don't be a fag- seek the Stone of the Philosopher.
Weird. I have been having obsessive/repetitive thoughts about this, the suicide inducement ability or tech or what have you. Like an entiy or someone with some kinda tech will beam a pulse of power at their target while saying something like "Commit suicide, no fight, no fight!!!, and usually either the target quickly succumbs or reflects it back to the caster who promptly kills themselves instead. Possession is involved often too, but I think I got this directly from a manga called Alive: The Final Evolution.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)23:15:28
>>42526528(OP) Noooo, Migga. Think of all the people that will miss you, haha.
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)23:21:49
Famous last quotes >"ACKKKKKKKKK" - Migga Biscuit
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Anonymous06/10/26(Wed)23:24:52
>>42528624 >No you can't just do that, you'll lose the game! >And no I can't tell you what the "game" is or even what "winning" looks like, just..........trust me bro!
This >>42528889. The instant you die you'll come sliding out of a pussy, screaming and crying at the horror of just coming right back here. And your next life will be even worse in a bid to wake you the fuck up to your true purpose here. So ask yourself: Do you want to figure stuff out now as a full grown man, or do you want to risk going through another rough life and not even remembering what it is you're supposed to be doing?
Meditate and think positive thoughts. Create a personal garden within yourself before you do it. The theory that as you die, time slows down, and then the "afterlife" is basically you living inside your head. It's important to be in a happy elated mood before you go, at the least.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)02:02:13
>>42526528(OP) If you think it has negative implications you've already lost. Its kind of like sin where the real truth is that there is not some big mean god that will judge you. The judge is yourself. And if you feel you have cheated or wronged yourself or others that were important to you then yes you will feel the consequences. Suicide IMO could only really be done form a perspective of excitement for the after more so then hating of the now. The premise of what's to come is so incredible it doesn't even feel like death more of a transition. If you're mainly thinking of suicide because "everything here sucks" then you're just gambling on any random thing happening. Only with belief in a specific afterlife outcome that you desire do you IMO have any chance of a positive outcome with suicide.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)03:46:24
>>42526528(OP) I go through horrific urges of suicide pretty much every day. Imagining what my skull looks like after a bullet goes through it. Staring at my wrists thinking about cutting them open. Thinking of a plan telling everyone I'm moving to get rid of my possessions and just finding a place to do it. I've been isolating myself more than usual lately, makes me think of how some animals try to hide when they know they will die. Idk.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)04:04:06
>>42526528(OP) get to the root of why you fucked up that's your current purpose generally it's the same for everybody stop identifying with your emotions stop reacting based on your emotions stop making decisions based on your emotions stop identifying with your thoughts stop identifying with your ego stop living in the past (regret) stop living in the future (worry) remain present let go of your attachments
No one knows what happens when you die, really. But if we're all here to do more or less this same thing -- at the minimum you'll be right back here to face all of the same challenges Might as well just face them now
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)07:12:28
>>42528270 >>42528774 Might not even be a literal ray - could be like MKUltra, like subliminal messages in media or the internet, trigger phrases, etc. It only entered my mind because 2-3 days into the episode I saw on /x/ a popular thread that said something like "a shift happened" and anons were talking about suddenly feeling weird and/or depressed. Very weird 'coincidence'
>>42526537 I'm not an avid listener of NDE reports. Do they ever feature suicides? suicide is so taboo that I imagine they suppress the reports, regardless of the report content.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)07:53:48
>>42527565 they make so much effort their parents have to pluck them away and bring them home to eat before they fall asleep.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)07:56:10
>>42528005 There is one though, and that is that my suffering originates in my actions alone.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)07:58:31
>>42526528(OP) If you consider the possibility of an afterlife being worse than your current experience, then you shouldn’t do it. I’m not suicidal and i consider that no afterlife could be worse than my life, even if that afterlife includes someone shoving a red hot pitchfork in my ass for centuries. As Lovecraft said: >I knew not which to believe, yet longed more and more to cross forever into the unknown land; for doubt and secrecy are the lure of lures, and no new horror can be more terrible than the daily torture of the commonplace.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)08:06:38
>>42526528(OP) Change your diet. Listen to Project Pat. Get fit. You got this my nigga. Also, you have no rights to end your journey. Shit is just getting started and an anchor can drop so far down before reaching bottom. Then, the only way you have is UP. I believe in you anon, stick to life.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)08:29:06
>>42530523 >victim blaming Either narcissist or insecure faggot with low self eateem
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)08:35:27
>>42529233 >your true purpose here Loosh generation. This place is loosh farm. >So ask yourself: Do you want to figure stuff out now as a full grown man I already did that.
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Anonymous06/11/26(Thu)08:35:37
>>42530600 Sucks to be you I guess, no proper way to deal with a fundamentally bad guy like me but to pick up your toys and fuck off!
Awww the toxicity of your city... Getting to ya meatsack... As to your call... So we echo... How this (Op) cunt... Knocking off work early... Must need to take a shit...